Undying love of God

I don't want to live

even one more day

in the darkness of mine.

My past haunted me so badly,

and the only thing that

sustain me is the word of God.

I fell, I cried, I pray, I plead,

for a breakthrough in my life to occur.

He came in my life,

wanting to take away

my pain, my sorrow, my past.

Bringing light into my life,

bringing joy into my life,

yet I allowed my past to blindfold me again.

Temptations are all around me,

no matter how I fight,

no matter how I flee,

I fall again and again and again.

Depending on my flesh,

depending on my own knowldge,

tend to make me fall and

drawing me away from God.

I failed to surrender totally into His hand.

However, He tells me something that melted my heart,

No matter how bad my past is,

no matter how rebelious I am now,

He still choose to be with me..

He demanded the stone be removed

from the door of my heart.

and I shall be called out from the darkness,

His undying love.....

Will always be with me...

Lord, I just want to be with You...