Friday, January 19, 2007

Rest in peace

Sometimes I do not know what is in the heart... Such deceiving... Sometimes I really wonder why on earth am I doing something different from what I am thinking. It is connected yet it is not the same... It is related but it is not related at all... I know it is right to do so and I know it will be hard to continue on this action and thinking.

I am tired... Really tired... I am awaiting for the day to come... Can I patiently wait for it? I really believe what I see... I really do... I really am scare to go on... Scare to step out of that tunnel and go on the highway... I really am scare... You only said one thing to me...

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." (Matt 7:28-30)

May I rest in peace...