Decisions...

Now of days, to post a post in my blog is harder than climbing a mountain.. Haha.. Darn slow! Thanks to the earthquake in Taiwan. Really hope the people there are alright though.

Having a heavy head while writing this post. Various things in head, running here and there... Work? Tonnes of works need to be done but few manpower... How to finish all those work? I have no idea myself, I can only give my best and leave the rest in God's hand. I don't wish to be a workaholic again, hence, I need to be super careful. I still make sure that I read my bible everyday and spent some time with Him. Don't dare to say that I have a perfect relationship with Him but all I know is I am not as prayerful as I am compared to the last few months.

Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and the door will be open for you. Yet you do not receive because you do no ask, even if you ask, you do not receive because you ask according to your own desires.

Now, I really hope that God can be merciful to me. I really wish that He will teachs me on how to pray a prayer that conform with His wills. A burden heart... Having tonnes of stuff in head.. Don't know what is my next step, not knowing how to solve all those problems and many more... A spiritual battle? Can I really have the strength to fight? You know it well that I am weary and weak. I am a hopeless sinner, a sinner that always break your heart. Rebellious among all.. How can I ever come out with something that is glorifying Your mighty name? HOW????

The pain is unbearable but who caused the pain but my own hand? God promised us freedom but why on earth am I trapping myself? Why didn't I get out from the cage when the cage is not even lock? God already unlock the cage but I still choose to be in the cage? How stupid is that? A decision need to be make. Is either this or that. Which to take? Reluctant? I already have an answer in my heart but will I stand firm on my decision? Another sad beginning like last year? Different case but I know the outcome will still be the same... At the end of the story, I know my heart will be broken.. Separating from my own desires is not as easy as I think it is...

Ignore me... This is the place where I blurt out every single thing that is in my heart... Some may understand my post, some may not. If you don't get what I am writing then just take it as it is... As long as God knows what is happening in my dull dull life..

Bila Harus Memilih

I was looking for this song for a very long time.. Today... Is my "lucky" day =P I found the song in YouTube... At last... Someone upload the song!!!! Weee... Enjoy..

Bila Harus Memilih
Siti Nurhaliza

(1)
Dulu, Kau Pernah Berjanji Pada Diriku
Untuk Menjaga Dan Menyayangiku
Itu Bererti Sampai Akhirnya
Kau Meninggalkanku

(2)
Kini, Kau Ingin Kembali Pada Hatiku
Setelah Kau Pergi Meninggalkanku
Haruskah Hati
Memberi Kesempatan Dirimu

(Chorus)
Haruskah Aku Percaya
Segala Yang Kau Ucapkan
Kata Kata Maafmu, Kata Kata Memohon
Untuk Kembali Kepadaku

Meski Cintaku Padamu
Lebih Dari Yang Kau Tahu
Namun Mengerti Kasih
Tak Semudahnya Itu
Melupakan Yang Telah Kau Lakukan Padaku

(3)
Beri Aku Waktu
Untuk Memikirkan Yang Terbaik
Cinta Jadi Dilema
Pergi Ataupun Kembali

Merry Christmas to all..

~MeRrY cHrIsTmAs~

A pleasant day isn't it?? Another year, another new beginning? =) I got tonnes of blessing throughout the day... Happy... Super happy... The most funniest thing is... A song that I got from Mike... Allow me to share this cute and creative song with all my readers. =)

Original version of Jingle Bells
Jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingle all the way,
Oh what fun it is to ride
In a one-horse open sleigh, O
Jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingle all the way,
Oh what fun it is to ride
In a one-horse open sleigh.

Mike's Version of jingle bells
Jingle bells, santa smells,
he stinks all the way.
When you smell that smelly smell
You'll know he's on his way.
Yucks!
Jingle bells, santa smells,
he stinks all the way.
when you see him take a gun
and shoot him on the head.
*Bang*

I can't stop laughing when I received this sms... Really madness.. I pass around to my cousin to enjoy the laugh =P Can you imgine? That guy..... Can't sleep..... EARLY morning, (01:56:39am) sent me this.... Hahaha... Best part is... I am still awake!! Hahah... Very very very very cute song isn't it? =P

Did Mary die? =P

Hmmm.. I actually forgot that I planned to write a post for my cute little LAs, Kenny and Ali. Haha.. Thanks for reminding me Kenny... Hahaha.. Opps... I revealed your name =P I doubt Ali is reading my blog, so doesn't matter.... Hahha..

I can't remember which day is it but if not mistaken, it is on the 19th of December 2006, Tuesday... I decided to go back to library and try to finish up the dwicode... Headache... So many to do! I don't know whether is that a blessing for Ali and Kenny to work with me on that day but I think it is a curse to work with me as I kept on giving them work to do during their duty hour. Hahaha.. Hey, you are on duty, what you expect me to do but give you work? Both of you seems very free to me =P I still remember the look on Ali's face... "I got work to do, I got work to do..." That is the only thing he uttered to me whenever I pass by him.. Hahaha.. Cute little guy..

I was bored as looking at the monitor and typing whole day... My brain doesn't seems to work properly on that day.. I have no idea why, suddenly I remember all those games and tricks that I learnt from camp. *Thinking* Since both of them are so stress up as I am there working with them, might as give them something to play... I started off with some tricks that I learnt from the camp... Nah... NOT FUN! Why? Because Kenny knows most of it... Cis... FINE la.. Hahha.. However, Ali didn't get most of it... Haha.. Funny~

I ran out of idea... Suddenly... I gave them a very simple questions... I thought they will figure it out very fast as I manage to catch the trick in few minutes time... Hahah.. I was so wrong! Hahah... They are more stress up before I gave them the question! Hahaha.. I asked them...

Listen carefully, did Mary die? Yes. Did Mary die? No. Now, did Mary die?

There's only boolean answer for this... Is either yes or no... Both of them are so cute!! Can you imagine? I was there basically repeating this question over and over and over.. They are tortured by this question for more than 2 hours if not mistaken... Hahah... It's 530pm and I wanted to go back but both of them kept on "sticking" to me like glue asking for the answer. Haha.. They even walked me down from the library to my car park lot! They tried to stop me and asked me to repeat the questions. Haha... SUPER CUTE!!!!

THEY ARE SO STRESS UP! Haha... When we are approaching my car... Ali managed to solve the question... Hahah.. Kenny was like.... Tak puas hati with me.. Hahah.. He asked me a 1 + 1 question yet I fall for it.. Hahah.. Enjoy myself on that day though... Hahah... I manage to tortured my colleagues =P I then fetch them to Kenny's car...

Only thing Ali asked before he left my car "Are you working tomorrow? Please don't come to work tomorrow as I am working" Hahahaa... Lucky for him as I am not free the day after... Hahah... I wonder how is his performance that day.. =P

AN IPOD!!@@!!!!!!

I don't know how to describe my feeling when after seeing this... IPOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! Down the drain...

Indian F4

I was just doing some updating in my blog and..... Vincent send me this site... Felt like vomiting! It is like insulting those people who are singing the song... Haha... Cute though.. They actaully called themself "Indian F4"??? Hahahah Enjoy..

Life after exam

A great week... Really thank God for every moment of my life... I was so lazy to update my blog... Been busy lately.. *scratch head* Hmm... Thinking back... What have I done??? Hahah.. Oh.... NOTHING~ =P I doubt anyone will fall for this "lie" of mine... Hahaha.. But the truth is... I really did nothing but enjoy myself till the max... Hmm... Isn't that doing "something"? =P

Well, I have been struggling so much in my DB and I believe that readers would like to know what happened during my final... *drum rolling* My DB test went on fine!!!! Praise the Lord... Yes, I survive! Can you imagine that? Going through all those hard time with DB and I manage to walk out of the exam hall unharmed! Halellujah! Haha.. No... I didn't manage to cover all the chapter by heart but just read through most of the chapter... I really thank God that the paper is not very very very tough for me to answer... It's tough but I think I can get a pass hahaha.. I came out of the exam hall with a puzzle mind though... Why? Confuse with the exam questions.... It looks easy but when you read properly, there are so many tricks there! I was reluctant on which to choose.. The exam hall is flood with my sweat... Hahaha...

Ok... Now.... Allow me to share with you on what I have done so far after my DB exam (my first paper and my last paper) *Holiday mode on* After the exam, I grab my bag, took my water bottle, chatting with Amy while going out from the exam hall... And.... GUESS WHERE I WENT???? *Can't wait to tell the reader the answer to readers* Faster guess! *Anticipating to tell*

Toilet? Hmmmmmm..................No........
To my precious darling car? Hmmmmmm................. No as well.
To cafe? Nah.................
To my friend's car and went out with them? Nop will do....

Anyone else would like to give the answer???
Hahaha... I actually went to the....................... *drum with backgroud music*

...... My Home.....
LIBRARY

Yes, tell me about it... I actually went there and finish up my half-done work then went back home at 5pm. Sigh.... LIFELESS~ *Thinking* Wait... This remind me of something.... *Thinking very hard* OOOOOHHHHHHH.... I got it!!!! Long ago, I came out with a slogan for my "Dear APIIT", which is.... APIITians = Lifeless. Now.... *Looking at myself* I AM AN APIITIAN! Sweat... No wonder I don't have a life.. Haha.. Well, at least I manage to get my work done for that day =)

Ah... 1 week after my exam.... I have go through many things in my life... =) Praise the Lord for all the blessing... I will continue my holiday story in the next post =) Till now... Adios..

Happy now?

I just wish to have a peaceful day... The hardest month of all... Can I just have a day off? For just one day... I am struggling with my DB study and that is not enough? What you actually want from me? Can't you just be direct? Why kept on pushing me to the end of the road? Can't you just be direct in your speech? What is in your mind that caused all this? I am trying my level best to let go of the past and live a life in the present but why forced me to think back on what happened last year? You always told me it's the past, let go of it for heaven sake and move on! Why now asking me to think back on what happened to us last year? Contradicting...

I just wish to get off fights.. That is what I want... I don't wish to start a fight yet at this time, when I am trying my level best to concentrate in my study for today final exam, you came in... Anything else you wish to add on? Any more comments? Any more places in me that made you feel unhappy about it? If yes, tell me now. Tell me straight and I appreciate that effort more than you can imagine. As you know, I hate people who go around the bushes then tell me what is in their heart indirectly, assuming that I know what is in their heart. I am not God.... This I need to clarify.. I am not God... I am not as "smart" as you think I am. Other girls might catch your message but not me! Tell me straight what you want from me! I am really tired of fighting with you without any reason. DARN TIRED!

Don't feel sorry for my life... I know what I am believing, I know what I am looking forward at. Sorry if you are not in the same line with me. We are from different background and culture. So don't take your own life as a benchmark for mine. It doesn't work that way. I don't wish to live a life like your's because I went through it previously... Yes, you might said what I went through are just peanuts compared to your's but it is more than enough to open up my "eyes". I know how different it is from who I am now. I choose to be in that way... I made the decision myself.

You haven taste what I have tasted, so don't straight away put a judgement on me that I don't have a life. My life, doesn't belong to me... It is God's... For your information, I haven study my DB at all due to many distraction... I am really tired in talking... Just tell me what you really want from me. A chance is given to you before I end this once and for all. I will not speak anything to you anymore unless I really need to speak. This will be the last... The last time I am writing all this. I am not in a good condition to take care of all this... I am tired..

Use whatever reverse phycology, phycology ways of your's on me.. I don't care nor mind... Use whatever thing that you think you can change me... I have no comment on it... All I want you to know is... It's useless... Because my stand will still be the same.. I will still choose to hold on to God. I think now it will be a joyful moment for you since I will officially leave your life. Enjoy the peacefulness....

Perseverance

Coming back from church with a troubled heart... Didn't realise how much damage I have done towards the people I love around me due to my immature way of thinking and own desires.. Why am I always bad at that area? Why can't I just put trust in Him without thinking twice? Why am I reluctant? As a child of God, aren't we suppose to be certain on what we should do? If we are not, there's always a guidance for us isn't it? Why then I am that lack of faith? Why then I act like the Israelite in the bible? Doesn't God showed me how powerful He is throughout my life? Why then am I reluctant on Him? Nevertheless, damages had been done... What can I do next but to put it in God's hand?

There are so many people out there going through trails that are hundres times harder than what I am going through now yet I didn't have the courage to stand up for the Lord. Think before I talk, talk with an humble heart, carry out action with God's wisdom, bearing good fruit, bearing good testimonials, etc.... Why can't I just devote myself whole-heartedly to the Lord? A very hard road indeed... Why can't I be like Peter and Andrew to answered God's calling immediately? Why wait?

I was greatly challenged by pastor's words to the congregation... God asked us to follow His words, are you doing it? It's that simple? Just follow His word... Nothing else.. But why am I so afraid? People who claimed themself as a "Christian", doesn't make you a true Christian... Only the anointed people will be saved by God, are you willing to bare the cross and walk with Him? We not only share the pain He went through on the cross for us but also sharing His righteousness! Take every effort to live in peace with all men and to be holy; without holiness no one will see the Lord. (Hebrew 12:14). Am I a peacemaker?? Don't think so... Then will I ever see the Lord? I am really trying my level best...

Without doubt, sometimes, I do feel tired on holding on.. It is that hard to be a holy person... Every single thing in your life, people expect you to be on you best. If there is a mistake, everybody will hold on to it and use that as an excuse to discourage me. I really thank God for His strength all the while, if not, I don't think I will be here writing this to all of you... Exaggerating? To unbelievers, maybe... To me? No... Because it is that difficult to keep yourself holy and bear good a testimony in life. I really wish that from this day onwards, I will really listen to God and just do what He asked me to do... Not less than that and not more than that... I really hope that I can focus on Him and on Him alone... I really need strength to persereve....

Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, who he has given us. (Romans 5:3-5)

Hai............................ Tomorrow is my final and somehow...................... I am so lazy to study............. 13 chapter................ 30 minutes of exam......................... Sigh...................... May I go in peace................

Coming to an end...

It's 11:38pm now.. A dull day... I can't wait until tomorrow.. I am going to church!!!! Happy... Though I didn't manage to finish study my DB but I know one thing for sure that I needed a rest very very badly. December is the month that I hate to go through.. Why? Too many memories.... Besides that, it is the end for another year... Isn't that sad? Looking back... What have I done so far throughout the year?

Well, no doubt that I manage to see more of the world ugly side.... My heart is stabbed continuously one after another to showed me how rebellious I am... However, I thank God for all the things that happened in my life regardless of good or bad because He has drawn me closer to Him. The most satisfied moment... I learnt a lot this year... I think, I think... Should be la.. I am a bit more mature than who I used to be... =P I got to know how fragile I am. I know how weak I am and I know how much I need the Lord in my life. Thinking back.... How stupid am I to have the thinking of leaving Him...

I am stress up... I think my blood pressure also shoot up... Anger came in easily and I really need to watch out... I just faught with 2 guys today.. Isn't it great? Early morning, I already there shouting with my friend... Really am stupid. I really need to learn to be patient, understandable and be humble! Sorry... I know apologies doesn't ease the pain that I caused in your heart but I really wish that in the future we can really talk things in a proper manner... Sorry... I don't know whether do you read my blog but hopefully you are not mad with me...

Another guy? Gone case situation... I just want to explained something to him ended up fighting for don't know what reason and there goes... Different mentality caused the fight. Is it that important to know what really happened last year? You waited for 1 year but I really don't see the link between the thing that you wanted to clarify with me and the purpose of you wanted to know my reason for carrying out the action. Why don't you just ask me straight after that incident? I caused too much of damage in your life already, isn't that enough? I really don't have the courage to face you as how I used to have.. I really don't wish to fall in that category... I really don't wish to... I know I am already in that category though... Girls will always be girls isn't it? Sorry... I know it doesn't help... But the burden in me lead me to seek forgiveness from you. I will watch my action and speech next time.. Well, don't dare to guarantee that I will be perfect in this area next time but I will try my best.

AHHHH... Can there be one moment... Just one moment... For the world to stop spinning and everything around me are still except me? I really wish that there's a moment where I can stop thinking about all this things and just give my very best to Him.. May I stand firm on His words...

Everything happened for a reason..

Since young, my parents always tell me one thing.. "Shan, study hard so that next time people will employ you. Then you will have work to do and money to spent. Eventually, you will have a family of your own and just be independent."

"Well, not that I will listen to them anyway..." Kids will always be kids... How immature I am in those days... I really regret on letting go all those precious knowledge... It is like throwing gold into the sea without any reason. Stupid isn't it? As the saying goes "不听老人言， 吃亏在眼前” Who to blame but myself?

Before I meet with the Lord, I only have one thing in my head... To leave KL, to depart from my parents and don't wish to come back anymore. Yes, last time, to me, parents are that hard to get along. Parents are that irritating, parents are that unloving. I used to think that there's no such thing as "love" in this world... Even the closest person in your life, people who are related to you, people who share partial of the same genetic with you, doesn't even care about you. I used to think that even family doesn't have "love", will you expect me to expect "love" from friends?

I used to hate the song "天下的妈妈都是一样的”. Why? Simple... Because when I am young and immature, I used to think that my mom is somehow different from other mothers in the world. She never seems to pour out her love to me. Everything I got from her is scolding, scolding and more scolding. Can you imagine you mom telling you straight on the face that she regreted giving birth to you? Furthermore, she said that in public... Somehow or rather, that image seems to stuck in my head until now. Eventually leads me to the thinking of leaving them behind in KL. When I meet with the Lord, I hate myself for being immature. I never seems to realise the saying "spare the rod and spoilt the child" until I really see how my mom went through all those struggling in her life... It is never easy being a mother yet I fail to see that during my young age. I thank God for opening my eyes now!

Since young, I wish to learn up things regarding beauty and make up. My parents?? As a typical money-oriented person, say NO to me... Sigh... "Get a degree then only study all those things. If no degree don't even dream of studying all those" That's the only answer I got from them.. I got lecture from time to time to "brain wash" me.. My second choice? Hotel management... ANOTHER NO... I started to curse like mad... This can't that can't, what is this? My choice? Then might as well enroll me in any university and let me suffer there! Well, they really wanted to do that at that time! Mom kept on forcing me to take pharmacy as one of my cousin studied the subject and is now working happily in Sinagapore and well paid. I told her I have no objection on it, just enroll me and I shall fail all the subject for her. You won't want to know how bad I am in Biology. How I hated Biology.. Haha..

No where to run, I just followed my brother footstep. This is the only thing that they will not give me a "no" as an answer. I took up IT. I never like computer actually but for the sake of "making my parents happy" and I need a degree badly to study what I really wish to study. I used to hate them for treating me in such a way. Controlling every single step of mine as though I can't walk by myself. Kept on saying that I am force to study in APIIT, cursing APIIT like mad, hating my parents partially. However, when I meet with the Lord, I thank God for every single thing planned in my life. If my parents didn't send me to APIIT, I will never have the chance to meet with the Lord and got converted. If my parents didn't send me to APIIT, I will never realise that how important knowledge is. If my parents didn't send me to APIIT, I will never know how ugly the business world can be... So many things I learnt throughout my study in APIIT.

God once told me that there's no such thing as "I am force to do it". There's no one in this world that is capable of forcing you to take your step unless you can't think for yourself (eg baby). The decision is in your hand... I could have stand up and fight with my parents but I didn't. I myself, made the decision to come to APIIT. Since it is so, I shouldn't have put blame on my parents! How immature I am.... Thank God once again as He has allowed me to see all this... To know that every single things that happened in my life, happened for a reason. Regardless of whether is it a bad thing or a good news, there's always a reason behind it why God plan it that way...

I think a lot lately... Somehow, I can't concentrate well in study but my head kept on pushing me to think of my life... I have no idea why but all I know is God is leading me. Monday is my final and I still can't seems to get things into my head... My head... Really "something wrong"..... Pray for me please...

An article...

I can't remember I got this article, but the file name is "Article from Friendster". I think Mike send this to me if not mistaken. Don't ask me why only now I realise this... I am darn stress out now.. I can't concentrate in my study at all. I have no idea how am I going to take my final exam on Monday. Ok cut the crap and enjoy reading this article... It's long but it is really worth it.. Trust me..

To all you scientists out there and for all the students who have had a hard time convincing these people regarding the truth of the Bible here's something that illustrates God's awesome creation and shows He is still in control.

Did you know that NASA's space programmers are busy proving that was has been called 'myth' in the Bible is true? Mr. Harold Hill, President of the Curtis Engine Company in Baltimore, and a consultant in the space programmes, relates the following incident: One of the most amazing things that God has for us today happened recently to our astronauts and space scientists at Green Belt, Maryland. They were checking out the positions of the sun, moon and planets out in space where they would be 100, and 1000 years from now. We have to know this as we do not want a satellite to collide with any of these in its orbits. We have to lay out the orbits in terms of the life of the satellite and where the planets will be so the whole project will not bog down.

Computer measurements and data were run back and forth over the centuries when suddenly it came to a halt, displaying a red signal, which meant that either there was something wrong with the information fed into it or with the results as compared to the standards. They called in the service department to check it out, and the technicians asked what was wrong. The scientists had discovered that somewhere in space in elapsed time a day was missing. Nobody seemed able to come up with a solution to the problem. Finally one of the team, a Christian, said: "You know, when I was still in Sunday School, they spoke about the sun standing still......." While his colleagues didn't believe him, they did not have an answer either, so they said: "Show us. "

He got a Bible and opened it at the book of Joshua where they found a pretty ridiculous statement for any one with 'common sense'. There they read about the Lord saying to Joshua: "Fear them not, I have delivered them into thy hand; there shall not be a man of them stands before thee." (Joshua 10:8). Joshua was concerned because the enemy had surrounded him, and if darkness fell, they would overpower him. So Joshua asked the Lord to make the sun stand still! That's right - "And the sun stood still and the moon stayed, until the people had avenged themselves upon their enemies. Is this not written in the book of Ja'-sher? So the sun stood still in the midst of heaven and hastened not to go down about a whole day." (Joshua 10:13). The astronauts and scientists said: "There is the missing day!"

They checked the computers going back into the time it was written and found it, but it was not close enough. The elapsed time that was missing back in Joshua's day was 23 hours and 20 minutes - not a whole day. They read the Bible again and there it was: "about (approximately) a day. "These little words in the Bible were important, but they were still in trouble, because another 40 minutes were still unaccounted for, and this could mean trouble 1000 years from now. Forty minutes had to be found because it can be multiplied many times over in orbits. As the Christian employee thought about it, he remembered somewhere in the Bible which said the sun went backwards.

The scientists told him he was out of his mind, but once again they opened the Book and read these words in 2 Kings. Hezekiah, on his deathbed, was visited by the prophet, Isaiah, who told him he was not going to die. Hezekiah asked for some sign as proof. Isaiah said: "Shall the sun go forward ten degrees, or go back ten degrees?" And Hezekiah answered: "It is a light thing for the shadow to go down ten degrees; nay, but let the shadow return backwards ten degrees." And Isaiah the prophet cried unto the Lord, and He brought the shadow ten degrees backward, by which it had gone down in the dial of Ahaz." (2Kings 20:9 * 11). Ten degrees is exactly 40 minutes! Twenty-three hours and twenty minutes in Joshua, plus 40 minutes in 2 Kings accounted for the missing day in the universe!

Weary and tired body of mine

REALLY TIRED!
...Father, give me strength...

I am a worn out... The stupid medicine didn't seems to help but made me sleepy all the way.. I came back from Kuantan suffering from a terrible flu and throat affliction. It is not that bad until I started to faced difficulties in breathing... Suffocating... I wanted to sneeze that badly but somehow it won't come out... Suffering! I HATE FLU!!!!! I am force to take the medicine as my final exam is on Monday... DATABASE AGAIN! DARN!

My head doesn't seems to function at all... What is SQL? What is DB? What is DBMS? What is normalization? How to draw ER diagram? How to do this? How to do that? T.T So many to study yet my brain and health are not halping me at all! Please keep me in intense prayer... I am really tired... Weary....

The best part is yet to come.. I am working on Saturday! T.T Whole day I presume... DIE!!!! Really am tired... I need a rest! A complete peaceful rest... Sigh... God, give me strength to hold on...

Long long day... =)

Another wonderful week... Yes, another boring entry of mine =)

Praise the Lord, halellujah, that I have handed in my assignment on Friday... Yes, a total rush work but I thank God that I manage to hand it in on time and get ready for my Kuantan trip =) Super tired Friday... Working in the morning from 830am till 1230pm. After the long hours work, I straight away faced the computer and started off with my conclusion and touch up the whole assignment. From time to time, I am looking at my watch... DARN! LATE! AT LAST.... FINISH!!! I quickly print out my assignment and rush to CF.... T.T Half of the session gone... Snift...

After CF, I tried to locate my group members as I need their signature for the assignment peer to peer assessment but I failed... What else can go wrong? I went down to cafe to have my lunch... SUPER HUNGRY! I can't think straight... I just hand in the assignment without thinking twice... I need to rush back home! I straight away "fly" back home after my lunch and get ready for the long waited Kuantan trip... I was late as the traffic jam in my vicinity is really terrible... Ahh... At last.... I manage to arrived in SP LRT station... Jump on my friend's car and "KUANTAN, HERE I COME!"... Rest? Nah... Somehow, I don't feel tired... Maybe it is because I have been working for so long and suddenly there's nothing on hand, I felt weird... Haha.. I was talking all the way until the extend my friend said that he felt stress whenever I am talking ahaha...

I think I manage to scare Debbie a little.. Haha... *Shake shake* =P We arrived in Kuantan around 9 something at night... Long day... But it doesn't end there... I went for a movie with Ewilly and family! TIRED.... But worth the price... At last, I manage to meet up with her! Super happy =) Ah......... ZZZzzZzZzZzzzzZZzz...