May His will be done..

Stop thinking and just do what is necessary. Leave the rest to the Lord. If that were to arrive in an empty room, then let it be... Everything are well planned by the Lord and not by me. I will take that as a punishment since it's my fault all this while. Though it cost me a bomb and it is something that I yearn for, I am willing to let it go and give the benefit to others. I am not willing to let go even that small little percentage of change. I am not willing! Even it is only the clothing that I am touching, I am more then happy... I acknowledged that it seems so uncertain in things now, but I know, God is in full control. May He then take over the situation and let His will be done...