May His will be done..

Stop thinking and just do what is necessary. Leave the rest to the Lord. If that were to arrive in an empty room, then let it be... Everything are well planned by the Lord and not by me. I will take that as a punishment since it's my fault all this while. Though it cost me a bomb and it is something that I yearn for, I am willing to let it go and give the benefit to others. I am not willing to let go even that small little percentage of change. I am not willing! Even it is only the clothing that I am touching, I am more then happy... I acknowledged that it seems so uncertain in things now, but I know, God is in full control. May He then take over the situation and let His will be done...

珍惜

人总是失去了才学习如何去珍惜。。

听着恩送我的CD， 我突然回想上帝在星期日所说的一切。。 我。。 真的想太多了。。 只要上帝说是真确的，只要上帝喜悦，我会去做。。。 我决定了。。。　我会去！！

啊。。。 突然间很想念我的"另一半” 不知他现在又在做什么呢。。等我的来信哦。。。　我真在努力当中的回你的信！　^^

*Just uploaded one of my favorite Hymn... Enjoy...*
Updated news...
After writing this post, suddenly, I received a sms from dear dear... Hahaha.... 真是心灵相通。。。 Yeah!!!! Dear sending me another mail!! ^^ *leaping with joy* OK... Back to work >.<"

清醒

毕竟，我都没去。。。 刹那间， 觉得我真的很无聊！太小孩子气了。。 相信上帝一定很生我的气。。刘珊杉！！！！！！！ 清醒一点！！！ 往前看。。。 把眼睛都放在神的身上！！！好好的与上帝走你的漫长的路。。。　

The mum song..

To good... I should learn from her... Not long winded.... .Hahhaa... Enjoy..

Head, where are you??

Head a bit "off" today... It's PSF submission day... I went back college purposely just to submit a stupid form called ethics form... Actually, Amy handed in on my behalf...

Doing PSF whole day till 630pm?? Lost count... I submitted it before I took my dinner. I went to Youth Fellowship after that... My heart was very burdened once I went to Youth Fellowship. Many things started to pop up in my head... I think the project took up most of my time until I don't have the time to think on things... The words from Psalm kept on ringing in my head... The burden suddenly became so great... I never realized that all this while, I have been neglecting a person that I loved so much, someone so dear to me... Though I lost contact with that person, though prayers are uttered on behalf of that person, is it really sufficient?? I really don't feel right... I know I should have done something long ago, yet I didn't. Is too late then to regret? I still have time, that's what I tell myself... Because that person is still alive, that person is still on this earth!

Though feeling reluctant to go, I think I will most probably just go there for a walk and God willing, I will buy what I have in my mind now...

*Endzzzz of EMO post*

I was browsing through my picture folders and I suddenly came across something interesting.... Look, observe and tell me about it! Hahaha... Specially dedicated to Amy and Da.... ^^ *Dialogue are created by me and only me... Enjoy ^^*

A day when a student whom wish to show off that he's more clever than the lecturer..
It's just a fine gay day, in APIIT auditorium.... A student, N, decided to point out to the lecturer that he's teaching the wrong things to the student.... Therefore.....

N: Look sir, this is wrong!!!! Here, let me show you the correct way of solving this problem..
Lecturer: Sure, sure, go ahead, the white board is all your's.
*N started writing*
N: There... Do you need me to explain it for you?? *acting cool*
*Interesting...*
*Thinking mode on*
*Change position..... Sedang memeras otak... DND mode...*
Lecturer: Tell me what's this...
N: Oh.... *He answered*
Lecturer: Ok.... What about that??
N:Emmmm.......
Lecturer: Can you or can you not answer that??
Lecturer: *turning to the class* See class, this is a good example of wrong teaching...
Students: *clap hand*
Lecturer: Yeah yeah, I know I'm good ^^

=Ends...=
A lame story from a lame person.. What you expect??? Hahah... Enjoy...

Sad day..

A sad day...........................................................................

Not feeling well since morning as my stomach was aching like mad... Got scolding from my lecturer as I multi-tasked in his class. I admitted that was my wrong. Bad student huh? Well, I don't do that in other classes definitely...

Went to another class and when I saw my group tutorial marks, I almost want to hit myself on the head. Never in my college life, I got that low mark... (-.-)" PUIK! I tell myself, for this coming tutorial I will score in my part! I don't care! I finished up 4Qs out of 10Qs *Another 6 Qs are equally divided among+ my group members* and handed in with confidence, hopefully, I can improve...

My stomach ache got worse when I need to stay back for supervisor meeting... Great day indeed... I didn't expect anything good from the meeting since my day was "good" from the beginning... But surprisingly, I didn't get any scolding... Hahaha...

Ok... I'm feeling sick now.. I'm off to bed.... Please keep me in prayer! >.<" Dying because of PSF...

Counting my days.. ^^

3 days left to PSF submission. I am as good as dead now. I am not even half done! Browsing through my classmates' blogs made me think of PSF even more... STRESS.. Hahaha... Think positive ok? Anticipating for the shopping trip next week with my dear!! ^^ My reward after PSF! Slurp~~

OK, I need to stay positive and look at the bright side. I just got a mail from a close friend, or should I say a long lost friend, which is now an acquaintance. I for a moment thought that the friend was dead as no news at all and totally omitting me from his life. The most important thing is... He brings good news! =) Though he's not viewing my blog, but I still want to thank him for what he has done for me ^^ A great favor indeed.. Gambateh neh!

If the LORD delights in a man's way, he makes his steps firm; though he stumble, he will not fall, for the LORD upholds him with his hand. (Psalm 37:23-24)

Disappointment again??

A day whereby the word "disappointment" is written so clearly on my forehead.... Not disappointed on others but myself. How many times I have to remind myself not to do things that are unpleasant to God's eyes??? How many times exactly???

I started my day by waking up late for class. PATHETIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Class was at 830am and I woke up at 8am SHARP! I actually woke up at 630am but ended up dating with my bolster again without setting the alarm clock. Smart huh? Thank God that I woke up at 8am, though I was late for class but at least I was present. ZZzzzZzzzzZZz... Ya, the lecturer wasn't happy when I walked into the class at almost 9am thanks to the traffic jam and my "handicap" arm. My arm was aching like mad when I was driving as I didn't rest my arm well yesterday. For your information my arm hurts after the fall on Friday. I can hardly use my right arm now as it's getting more and more painful. Yes, even typing hurts, that's why I'm using only my left hand.

I enjoyed today classes only excluding the part whereby my cute lecturer gave us our assignments. @.@" 3 assignments on hand plus a FYP. I am really suffocating........ Stress...... I later on met up with my supervisor and there goes..... I transfered most of my stress disease to him.... I think he won't want to see me more after this.. Sigh... Just disappointing with self because I'm not thinking enough. Disappointed because I did not remember most of the stuff that I had studied. Disappointed because my life is not showing a good example.

Nevertheless, I'll not give up! Since it is a new year and if I persevere on I know I can graduate and hopefully to be a better person. In addition, I have a strength coming from above, why should I be afraid?? Look forward and gambateh!!! Never give up and press on ya!!! ^^

p/s: TQ dear for your sms ^^ Will gambateh over here!! Pray much for me ya =)

Burden....

Heart feeling very burden... Shouldn't have look into that.. Sorry Lord... Understatement... Disappointed with myself. I need to stop, press on and look to Him and only Him... I know with God's strength I am able to do so.. ^^

Singapore song..

Hmm.. Is this getting famous in Singapore?? I think they are many out there trying to imitate what the M'sia guy previously *The Negaraku song being modified* Is it really necessary? What is going on with the world?

Like the Sun

I was watching television and suddenly I came across this two singers. RyanDan. So cute the name... ^^ I fell in love with their songs though their voice are not superb but it's considered good for me =) Enjoy the song...

Like the Sun
I tried to hide from you but i failed
I tried to lie from you but how I failed
and even in my darkest time you gave me light
I never knew this kinda love could feel so right
when I'm in your arms
I find myself to believe it we could be anywhere
so I could keep on dreaming

(Chorus)
whenever your close to me, your like the sun
you feel like the sun everyday you telling me
I am the one
I am the one that makes you shine and I know
whenever you want me to, I'll go
and even when your not with me
I feel you there
I only have to look and see
and I'll know where when I'm holding you
the world can stop it's turning
your always gonna pull me through
and I won't be returning

(Chorus)
whenever your close to me, your like the sun
you feel like the sun
everyday you telling me
I am the one
I am the one that makes you shine

your like the sun
you keep me warm
your telling me

when I'm in your arms
we could be anywhere (2x)

(Chorus)
whenever your close to me, your like the sun
you feel like the sun
everyday you telling me
I am the one
I am the one that makes you shine (2x)

your like the sun (2x)

The tremendous bicycle kick...

A tremendous kick indeed. I was bathing Lucky at the car porch as the maid was in my house sweeping and mopping the floor. After bathing her, I took a towel and dried her up. Subsequently, I washed the towel and walked towards Lucky just to check on her. While walking........................ Bing Bong............................ I slip and fell... It's like performing a "bicycle kick" in front of my house *Those who watch football will know how the action is like*. (-.o)" I got hold of the string that my mum used for hanging the clothes for drying, thinking that it might pull me up a little. However, my arm was too long and when my hand was stretched straight, I was already on the floor.

The "good" news is.................... I landed on my right hand............... It's as though I wanted a high five from my car porch (-.-)" My wrist now is aching while typing... Furthermore, I landed on my "fleshy part of the human body that you sit on". One word.................. PAINFUL! For a second, I thought my back bone is breaking as it trigged the pain at the back. My dog got a little shock, going round me started to sniffed. She suddenly turned quiet and obedient. *normally after bathing, she's super active*. I think she thought that it was her fault that I fell! Hahaha.. Pulling myself together again, I stood up and... WAH.................. MY BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!! PAIN!!!!!!!!! T.T

I don't dare to walk around so I just sit in front of the computer and wait... Currently waiting for my mum to come back from work + waiting for maid to finish up her work and I need to go to the doctor if possible. >.<" BRAND NEW YEAR!!!! Visit doctor (-.-)"

海边。。

好累。。 好累。。。 好想去我最喜欢的地方。。。 海边。。。好想念， 躺在温暖的沙滩上，望着天空，听着海的欢呼声， 轻轻的闭上眼， 享受上帝的创作。。

FYP madness...

Going crazy..........................................................................
What on earth should I do??????????????????????????????????????

Due date is so darn near.......................... HELP ME LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Victoria station in Damansara is terrible!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy new year and happy holiday to all... Hope you enjoy yourself ^^

Victoria Station.... Famous for its steak however I expect more as it's considered as a well-known restaurant. I won't recommend any of my friends there.. Chilis still rocks ^^

I took lamb steak, it's quite nice but the service there is totally gone case. The waiters were quite rude and not helpful AT ALL! Can you imagine, when we arrived, we were asked to go upstairs. My friend actually made a reservation through the phone and told them how many people will be present. I don't know what went wrong but they actually reserved a table of 25 for us. The person in charge send us upstairs. when the waiters on the second floor got to know that we don't have 25 people, they straight away said "go downstairs". As we were going down, the manager asked to go upstairs. What kind of service is this??? No apologies, no smile, NOTHING................................... Tsk tsk tsk...

Then..... While the waiters was taking order, he looks so fed up and no smile from him at all. He's as though thinking that we don't have the money to foot the bill. Later, after the meal, my friend and I were waiting for them to serve us drinks yet they just said "OK" but the drinks never come! Though the foods are quite nice, but it definitely doesn't live to that standard of being the best. Chilis served better steak than them! Bigger portion as well, furthermore with superb customer service! Else, The Ship is good as well... Readers, don't go to Victoria Station which is located nearby Damansara. The place is really TERRIBLE! >.<" No more Victoria Station, unless there's someone treating me... Even so, might as well ask the person to bring me to Chilis... Hahaha... =P Till then.....