*~ January 22 2006 ~*

I am too often concerned about what others think of me.....
My concern should be for others, Lord--
Not their opinion for me.
Today as I walk with You
May i simply be What and Who I am.
May I move onward with quiet humility


God gives special blessings to those who are humble.
1 Peter 5:5

== Compass in my life ==

Love Quote of the Day

"No matter how much you force a compass to point where you want, it will always point north when left alone. Here I am alone, and all I do is point towards you."

--Isaac Copeland

Yes, Lord... no matter what happened, no matter who force me to change my direction, i will still go towards u....

- System.out.println -

class Program_01


{
public static void main (String agrs[])
{
System.out.println("How come my Java assignment keep on showing
the message invalid path?\n");

System.out.println("Only one phrase to describe this situation.....\n");
System.out.println("FACE PROBLEM!!!!!\n");
System.out.println ("Can't wait to finish this semester and throw Java
books out of my room \n \nAs if la I will...As if... ");
}
}

i Am starting all over again =)

I am Starting All Over Again
主唱：陳芳榮
作曲：陳芳榮
填詞：鄭楚萍
編曲：John Laudon

想從 前不想束縳心外望
別故 鄉不羈的我放蕩失去向
心 徬 徨失 足 倒 退 苦 獨 坐
淚滿 眶孤身飄泊罪中過

( 副）
是愛我疼我﹝是永遠愛我﹞
每 刻等我悔過
期 待我期望我一 天 重 投 愛 內
讓 我靠信決心改過振作
I’m Starting All Over Again

家門 前溫馨的愛心內現
浪子 要 歸家爸爸可否赦免
口難 言爸爸的愛竟復現
淚抹 清愛的寬恕令我改變
重頭 讓 我 開 始
I’m Starting All Over …
I’m Starting All over Again

~~ ******** ~~

Give ear to my words, O Lord,

consider my sighing.

Listen to my cry for help,

my King and my God,

for to you I pray.

In the morning, O Lord,

You hear my voice;

in the morning I lay my requests before you,

and wait in expectation.

You are not a God who takes pleasure in evil;

with you the wicked cannot dweel.

The arrogant cannot stand in your presence;

you hate all who do wrong.

You destroy those who tell lies;

bloodthirsty and deceitful men the Lord abhors.

But I, by your great mercy,

will come into your house;

in reverence will I bow down

toward your holy temple,

Lead me, O Lord,

in your righteousness

because of my enemies --

make straight your way before me.

Not a word from their mouth can be trusted;

their heart is filled with destruction.

their throat is an open grave;

with their tongue they speak deceit.

Declare them guilty, O God!

Let their intrigues be their downfall.

Banish them for their many sins,

for they have rebelled against you.

But let all who take refuge in you be glad;

let them ever sing for joy.

spread your protection over them,

that those who love your name may rejoice in you.

For surely, O Lord, you bless the righteous;

you surround them with your favor as with a shield.

難過地一天.....

Bi.. Bop.. Bi... Bop.. Bi... Bop... (把手放在胸口上)

奇怪... 我地心臟原來還在... 但為何我一直覺得我地心已離我而去呢? 原因嗎? 我... 自己也不知... 也不打算去尋找... 因為心里清楚明白, 那個答案一定是我一世人都不想知道的東西... 很矛盾吧你們... 哈哈... 無所謂... 我正是一位矛盾又無聊地人... 看看我blog 有多少人"參觀"就知道啦....

今天... 很難過... 但又很忙.. 得交上兩個assignment! 好趕... 感謝上帝我趕得來.... 難過... 為何難過? 今天因為遲了半小時回家結果給哥哥罵的狗血淋頭.... 他已千吩咐萬吩咐要我在五點半到家, 但因為assignment所以遲了... 我當時駕駛真的很危險... 我在20分鍾低達家... 我640離開學院...我家的路程在大概5點左右就會很塞車.... Cheras 一帶... 而且我不會甚麼快徑.....

除此以外, 今天還有人給臉色我看... 心情不好就說啊... 為何要對我出氣? 大概是很好欺服吧... 算了吧... 不想和任何人計較... 心已淡化了...

今天... 头腦已不在是我身體地一部份... 我... 不能在想或分析任何東西... 上帝.... 我知道你在天上看到我正在困難當中.... 沒人比你更清楚我為何會在此地方... 也沒人能在這段時間幫到我... 除了你... 除了你.... 我把我地信心放在你身上... 請求你把我從困苦中救出來....

~~ DonT pASs M3 bY ~~

Don't Pass Me By
Artist - Planet Shakers
Album - Always And Forever

Don't Pass Me By

My heart it longs

My soul it thirsts for more

For more of You

I'm reaching out

I'm waiting here for more

For more of You

Cause all I want is You

And all I need is to be here with You

I'm hungry for Your fire

I'm desperate,

You're my one desire

Jesus, please dont pass me by

I need You more than ever

I'm thirsty for a touch from HeavenJesus,

please don't pass me by

Don't pass me by Lord

I'm desperate for You

Yes Lord, i am so so so desperate for You now! Please don't pass me by... While I am doing my assignment, i was under stress.. worrying too much.. This song suddenly "came" to me.. Lord.... I NEED YOU!

$alvation is here! Hallelujah!

I went to church today and while I am singing this song.. Lord speaks to me.. =) He reminded me that I should not worry so much and just surrender all to Him.. as it is in the lyrics of this song "God above all my hopes and fears And I don't care what the world throws at me now I'm gonna be alright"

Yes Lord, all will be alright in your hand.. I believe that by faith I will go through this hardship... I give thanks to You as You put trust in me and allowing all this to happened in my life. I know that You will never give me something that I can't handle.. and because of that I will go through this and i hope I will glorify Your mighty name through this.. Thank you Lord..

Salvation Is Here

Hillsong United

God above all the world in motion
God above all my hopes and fears
God above all the world in motion
God above all my hopes and fears
And I don't care what the world throws at me now
I'm gonna be alright
Hear the sounds of the generations
Making loud our freedom song
All in all that the world would know Your name
It's gonna be alright
Cause I know my God saved the day
And I know His word never fails
And I know my God made a way for me
Salvation is here
Salvation is here
Salvation is here and He lives in me
Salvation is here
Salvation that died just to set me free
Salvation is here
Salvation is here and He lives in me
Salvation is here
Cause You are alive and You live in me
Hear the sounds of the generations
Making loud our freedom song
All in all that the world would know Your name
It's gonna be alright

B3 Strong n Couragoeus (^_^)

Keep On
by Kristy Aikey


See with your heart
And feel with your soul
Try to lift spirits
And make people whole
Give all you can,
For that is all you will know
As you watch people in your life
Come and they go
Keep on trying,
That is what you must do
For some people struggle
And can't make it through
Keep faith in your life,
And love in your heart
And you shall stay strong,
And never fall apart
Live each day in the present
And not in the past,
Or your sanity,
I guarantee,
Will never last
Keep your eyes open,
And your mind in the clear
For you will not miss,
And all things you will hear
Now it must end,
But I leave this to say
Never lose hope,
And may God light your way.

`~ I am Your's, save me ~`

I am Your's, save me. I am Your's, save me. I am Your's, save me.
I am Your's, save me. I am Your's, save me. I am Your's, save me.
I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me.
I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me.
I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me.
I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me.
I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me.
I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me.
I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me.
I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me.
I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me.
I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me.
I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me, I am Your's, save me.

I am Your's, Lord, save me!

# @ meaningful story for the year 2006 #

I read a story from "the Star" on the 01/01/2005, StarMag. It is very meaningful to me and it help me a lot in evaluating myself... I hope all of you will like this story... [it might help you in your new year resolution]

The Easier Task
Once upon a time, a king ruled a prosperous country. One day, he decided to tour some distnad areas of his land. When he returned to his place, he complained that his feet hurt because the roads he had travelled on were very rough and stony.

The monarch then ordered his people to cover every road in the countrty with leather so that he would have an easier time on his next journey. But one of his servants asked :"Why do you have to spend the amount of money on cow hide? Why don't you just cut a small piece of leather to cover the soles of your feet?"
The king was suprised by that suggestion. After some thought, he happily agreed ti have shoe made for him.

To make this world a better place to live in, try to change your thinking not the things around you.
=end of story=

I was naive.. Thinking on how to change others to "suit" me yet I forgot that I should be the one changing instead of "asking" people to change for me!
Don't repeat what I did, learn from this story.. It's short yet so meaningful isn't it?

God bless all of you...

* Welcome to the year 2006 *

Happy New Year! It is a brand new year, aren’t you all excited? Resolution? Aims? Goals? Anything in mind?

I had a very tough day…. Very tough… It is the last day of 2005 yet I had a tough day… God! Give me strength, knowledge and wisdom to go through all those trials you set for me!

I did not have a good sleep on the 30th, as I am not use to my comfortable bed… I came back from Sabah on the 30th and I thank God for such a wonderful trip. It is very fruitful…

I am feeling very tired on the 31st, yet I drag myself up from the bed. Early morning, I had “heart attack” when I saw my group mates’ work. I sounded him as I lose control on my anger. I thank God that he reminded me that I should calm myself down and talk slowly. Super big apologies to my group member. Yes, I am not suppose to lose my anger and I realise lately I am very emotional. Throughout so many years, I struggle so much to change my emotional and during secondary school days, I manage to have a breakthrough. Unfortunately, it’s all coming back to me now….

The story didn’t end there…. I had a little misunderstanding with a friend of mine. Seriously silly…. It’s a disputable matter yet it happened! It is wrong to ask a person not to reply you if you know he/she is busy? I seriously mean good yet I was misunderstood. Here is the best part…. My friend even used this opportunity to talk about my attitude towards him. I was seriously tired… I don’t mind you criticizing me or telling me things that I should know about myself. I seriously don’t but today is just not the day…. I would like to apologies to him.

Today… I am supposed to go to church by van but something came about and the church van is unable to come. Transportation suddenly became part of the problems in my head… praise the Lord that He provided me the transport to church….

Besides all this, my head is also worrying about my unfinished assignment…. Tones of it… pray hard that I will be able to finish it on time!

I seriously am looking forward for 2006…. Sigh….

Signing off here…