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"Your case has been pass to higher level for follow up"

That is the only sentence that they repeat again and again when I call up TM Nut. I got so fed up when I was told that they can't give me a certain time period on when it can be fix and one of the telemarketers told me that it might be longer than I am expecting. Jokingly, I told him that, he might as well ask me to cut off the line and carry on with my life. =..=" Baka...

I am currently "disconnect" from the outside world as I cut down all the blogging and chatting in MSN. Hahaha... I think nobody even bother to view this blog anymore... Life is a bit dull without the internet? Hmm... Actually I didn't really feel it... Thanks to the busy schedule of mine... Hahaha... Thanks to my doggie! NO! This is a real doggie! I got myself a real doggie~ *wag tail* So cute!!! So hard to take care though... I am really learning patient through the pet. Can you imagine? I wake up almost every morning cleaning the car porch as the puppy was happily doing business there. =..="

I am teaching Sunday school this coming Sunday and I haven even start preparing! =.=" Die la... T.T Scary... Haha... Small kids are cute but not the teaching part... It is the word of God that I am teaching, hence, I need some time to prepare myself mentally and physically...

OK bro asking to leave... Tata...

HOLIDAY~

What??? I can't hear you..... Speak louder, would you please??
Pardon me, I really can't hear you!

I AM DONE WITH ALL THE ASSIGNMENTS AND FINAL EXAM!!!!!!!!
HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!

*Shake butt* Hahahah.... Yes~!!!!! I manage to survive this week! My final exam is now OVER! Hallelujah! I only slept 3 hours as didn't manage to cover all the topics. T.T Darn many chapters to cover! Madness!!!!! NETWORKING SUBJECT REALLY KILLS!!!!! T.T My precious sleep.... My doggie missing me... Hehehe...


How was it? Hmm... A combination of good and bad? I rate the paper as moderate... At least I have a hope that I can pass the paper. Too many things happened lately and everything seems to take place in a such short period of time... I was so thankful to God that the paper is alright to me... I really was scare like mad while reading the subject.... So many chapter and I can't finish study. T.T Thank God for everything.....


Suddenly, I realized that all those things that happened meant something to me... I am starting to see a picture.... However, it is still a bit blur... I just wish that I can see the whole picture faster in order to know what really God wants me to know and learn... *This section is for God to know, for me to find out*


No, my internet is not back yet... =..=" Baka.... I am currently in Monash University lab.... Hahaha... Compared to APIIT.... This place really is.... Is..... Is..... Not good! *Comparing lab* Seriously darn hot here.... I was sweating while typing this post! =..=" Besides that, the chair here are really causing people to obtain CTS! Some of the chair height are not adjustable... =..="


What is interesting here?? *Looking at my hp* Wao.... "GREAT COVERAGE"! Digi some more.... =..=" "I will follow you......" I think they can't follow me to the lab as it is burning hot~ Maxis obtain full bar reception though~


I feel like collapsing now... *yawn* *Slap myself* Can't..... Need to MAKAN~ Yam Yam.... =) Hahhaah... Ok... I will try to update my blog as much as I can... Hahahaha...

MAD is done

Just finish my MAD final and it is quite difficult T.T Nevertheless, I had gave in my best, let God decide the rest. I am adrn sick.... Last paper to go and I am a free bird... Emm... Partially a free bird... Why?? Because now I can hardly eat nor talk.... My neck (right hand side) is killing me... Even now when I am writing this post, it is aching like mad... I actually wanted to see the doctor after the exam but it is too painful to bear.... T.T I am very scare to go for a doctor actually... But.... Can you imagine?? I can hardly sleep as it is too painful T.T There's something inside my neck but I don't know what is it... It is affecting my throat now... T.T

Feel like dying now... NO, internet is not fix.... I really fed up calling TM NUT. I heard from the news that they are coming out with 4.0 now! Wao... Impressive speed.... But service suck.... Even 1.0 they can't manage it well!!!! *shake head* Close my case... I HATE TM NUT!

Ok... Got to ciao.... MCD!!!~~~~ LAlalalalalalal

BOMB TM NUT!!!!! (TM Net)

=..=" Don't even ask how come I didn't blog anymore... Ask that TM NUT!!! Madness TM NUT!!!!! What happened????

LAST Saturday, connection was darn slow... Why? I have no idea... I called up TM NUT as I was rushing assignment and I need to use the internet urgently. They lodged a report for me and asked me to called TM as my telephone line was full of noise, hence, my surving was slow. Ok... Acceptable reason... I called up TM and they told me that they had lodged a report but they can't give me a spotaneous answer as the technical people is looking at the problem. They asked to call back at 8pm... *If not mistaken, I called TM NUT 3 times on Saturday* How slow is slow? I used around 5 minutes to open Yahoo website. I meant HALF of the website. Madness. I gave up and do the assignment just with the help of 1 book and few website that I manage to save. DISASTER!!!! Oh ya, due to assignment, I forgot to call back TM.

Sunday? Went to church and I enjoy myself there =P

Monday? I woke up 5 something and on the internet.... Good news??? I manage to log in but I can't even view a SINGLE website!!!! I called TM to check on my line and I got to know that my line is fixed, I was asked to call Streamxy for the internet problem. Called TM NUT AGAIN... What else good news I got from them?? "Oh? You lodged a report? It's not in the system." =..=" WHAT IS THIS???? "Ok miss, I will lodge a report for you now. We will look into the problem". =..=" GOOD CUSTOMER SERVICE... I LIKE IT SO MUCH!

Tuesday..... I on my PC..... Great.... Now I can't even LOG IN THE INTERNET! =..=" CALLED TM NUT....

TM nut: "Miss, did you check with TM with your line?" *The line is clear yet that person is asking such a question*

33: "yes, I had"

TM nut: "OK, Miss, now check your modem, is everything alright? Did you restart the modem to try to log in again?"

33: "Yes, I did"

After a long time of "chattting", they realise that it is their fault... What really happened??? THEY CUT OFF MY DSL LINE!!!!!! =..=" My line has no outstanding fees, didn't change address, didn't change product, didn't change the user, NOTHING!!!! I have no fault at all but they cut my line without any reason... UNTIL NOW.... The only answer they gave me is... "The case is pass to the specialist and we will fix the problem asap". I was so fed up with their calls and I said to them "It's pointless for you to call me so many times tell me that it will be fix asap yet it is unfix and I am paying for the service." Yes, I know it rude... But can you imgine? I am rushing my assignment and I don't have internet to do research and I am paying for a service that I am not using...

UNTIL NOW.... STILL NO INTERNET!!!! MORE THAN 1 WEEK!!!! TM NUT IS DARN GOOD!!! SUPPORT TM NUT MORE!!!! >.<

I am currently in Da's place, typing this post to realise myself... Madness... I HATE TM NUT SERVICE! >.<

A day... Tired? Blessed? Heart broken?

I am making an exceptional today... To get a day off and just write one post... Too many things happened in this few days and I really felt the tension.... May I have a good rest today...

I started to appreciate more the grace of God after yesterday incident. Yes, no doubt that the pain in the heart can never be taken away until the time is right, I thank God for the incident that took place. As I told Da, glass that is broken can never be whole once again, yes, true enough that wound will heal but scar will always remain... I chose to believe that God will heal... However, may I learn the lesson well..

It reminded me of a story that I heard long ago... Never keep your palm close up so that it is easier for God to bless you. In addition, if you hold on so tightly to what you have in your palm, when God wants to take it away, He will need to open up your hand, which will definately cause you pain! So then, make sure that your hands are always wide open so that whatever God tends to bless you, you will get it every single blessing and whenever God wants to take it away, you won't feel the pain because you didn't hold on to it tightly.

I have nightmares the whole night and even dreamt of my lecturer telling me that my assignment title are wrong but the content of the assignment is quite good... I don't know whether is that a compliment or is that a bad news... I don't know... Besides that, I dreamt a lot of things, which I don't bother to remember or recall back. IT'S A NIGHTMARE!!! For what I want remember it?

I woke up around 7 something and was too tired as dreaming whole night, hence, I decided to sleep a little bit longer today. I woke up again at 9 in the morning and guess what.... I became more tired. =..=" I DREAM AGAIN! IDIOT! >.<>.<" Usually I take my breakfast around 8 in the morning. This morning I didn't take my breakfast that early, so..... >.< PAIN! Once finish devotion, suddenly I got very dizzy and my eyes can't stop closing down.... I fall on the bed AGAIN and I was half asleep, yes, you guess it right, I dreamt AGAIN! STRESS... Hahaha.....

I finally got up at 10 something and first thing that came to my head is... FOODS! I really can't ignore the gastric pain >.<>.< Die.... Went to the fridge and saw a bun there, grab it and eat it straight... Cold yet nice hahaha... Yes, don't be surprise with my eating habit, I am used to eating cold foods hahaha... Then.... My sister in law told me.... "Shan, we are going TGIF for lunch ya" I totally.... "OH YA HOH??" Hahaha.. You can't imagine how happy I was then... It is a blessing from God! Hahahaha... A place I long for a long time =P Very nice foods indeed! Should try the dessert, it is nice.. However, I still prefer Chilis for the meals! Bluek~

Came back home, head feeling very heavy... It was aruond 2 something when I arrived home... I went up stair wanting to take a hot bath but ended up sleeping =..=" DIE! I am suppose to meet up with friends! >.<>.< I decided not to go as I was a bit worried to drive and I ended up doing my assignment.

Went to church after that and I thank God that I manage to give full attention during bible study. I was surprise by Willy as she gave me a present =) THANKS!!!!!! =) Sorry for disappoint you oh... Will gambateh to "make things possible" in life... I really love the present... Thanks! I hope it can benefit my life as how it benefit you in your life. =) Thanks!

Ahh... What a day... A looooooooooong day yet I thank God for all the blessing upon me... I pray that strength will be upon me to endure this moment..... =) Thanks for all the prayers for me! I appreciate it a lot! Got tonnes of work to do.... I pray that I can pass all of it >.< Gambateh!