Sunday, April 23, 2006

Thirst for God..

King of Majesty
United Live King of Majesty
By Matt Meyer
You know that I love you
You know that I want to
Know you so much more
More than I have before
These words are from my heart
These words are not made up
I will live for you
I am devoted to you
King of Majesty, I have one desire
Just to be with you my lord
Just to be with you my lord
Jesus you are the savior of my soul
And forever and ever I'll give my praises to you
A very meaningful song indeed.... A song that really speaks to me.. A song that reminded me to check myself.. Am I living for Him? Is this my words to Him?
Naked I come from my mother womb and naked I will go, You give and You take away but praise to Your name... It is seriously a very hard prayer to say.. Even if you have said it in your prayer, it is with a willing heart you are doing it? I learn a lot throughout my life with Christ. Some said I am brain wash, some said I am too devoted until the point I am not like a normal person. However, I will say, you do not know what you are saying... When you have taste His love, trust me.... What you have said earlier about me, you will take it back immediately.
Still in a sick mode and still can't concentrate in what I have in hand.. For days I have missed my devotion and prayer. I have missed the quiet time with God... I am afraid... Afraid that I will backslide.. All I want is to just be with Him.... Yet it is so hard as there are so many things in between that block my way! Clear it off for me, can you Lord? Help me to stand firm on Your words.. Even if I have compromise, please bring me back on the right track, the track that you have planned for me... I am thirsty... thirsty for You, O Lord... Refill me once again. will You?

6 comments:

Mike said...

Eh.. dun worry too much ler.. Trust in the lord and have faith in him.. and everything will be alright.. Don't need to be afraid.. :) If you fall.. just remember to pick yourself up and come back on the right path with God again.. :) Gambatte!! Get well leh.. Dun Lose Your Faith In Him!! ;)

- @ 3.3 @ - said...

hahah.. i backslide some more can pick myself back on track? unless God hit me very hard on the head!

I miss devotion today AGAIN! I can't wake up for some reason.. I off the alarm n sleep back n so suprisingly i can wake up on time without alarm for class! wat is this? wat happened to me T.T

Mike said...

I'll help him throw a brick on your head leh.. also pinch.. :P *pinch* hehe! dun worry.. some how some way.. if you love God enuf.. he will bring you back to him.. :)

Hmmm.. hehe! i myself can't do morning devotion.. once i sleep.. i sleep like a pig.. XD so i do night devotion instead.. which i find night time is where i am most active.. maybe we need more discipline.. remember there was one sermon in church about discipline?? I think need to go and read up on that more.. :) gambatte luuu!!!

- @ 3.3 @ - said...

i cant read during night. cell all hibernating mode haha.. hopefully u will hit me so hard till i wake up and never fall asleep haha

Mike said...

swt.. cannot hit too hard ler.. later hit too hard.. you go into an eternal sleep.. then i die liao luuu.. i'll resolve to pinching you.. should be better.. XD

- @ 3.3 @ - said...

eh enternal sleeping mode will suit me well at this very moment.. at least i can leave this ugly world and see papa...