Thirst for God..

King of Majesty

United Live King of Majesty

By Matt Meyer

You know that I love you

You know that I want to

Know you so much more

More than I have before

These words are from my heart

These words are not made up

I will live for you

I am devoted to you

King of Majesty, I have one desire

Just to be with you my lord

Just to be with you my lord

Jesus you are the savior of my soul

And forever and ever I'll give my praises to you

A very meaningful song indeed.... A song that really speaks to me.. A song that reminded me to check myself.. Am I living for Him? Is this my words to Him?

Naked I come from my mother womb and naked I will go, You give and You take away but praise to Your name... It is seriously a very hard prayer to say.. Even if you have said it in your prayer, it is with a willing heart you are doing it? I learn a lot throughout my life with Christ. Some said I am brain wash, some said I am too devoted until the point I am not like a normal person. However, I will say, you do not know what you are saying... When you have taste His love, trust me.... What you have said earlier about me, you will take it back immediately.

Still in a sick mode and still can't concentrate in what I have in hand.. For days I have missed my devotion and prayer. I have missed the quiet time with God... I am afraid... Afraid that I will backslide.. All I want is to just be with Him.... Yet it is so hard as there are so many things in between that block my way! Clear it off for me, can you Lord? Help me to stand firm on Your words.. Even if I have compromise, please bring me back on the right track, the track that you have planned for me... I am thirsty... thirsty for You, O Lord... Refill me once again. will You?

Work Smart and not work hard

Got this story from an E-mail.. Very meaningful indeed.. Funny yet its shows that how a smart a person is hahaha..

= Enjoy =

An old man lived in Idaho. He wanted to spade his potato garden, but it was really hard work. His only son, who used to help him was in prison. The old man wrote a letter to his son and described his predicament:-

Dear son,

I'm feeling pretty bad because it looks like I won't be able to plant my potato in the garden this year. I am just getting too old to be digging up garden plot. If you were here, all my troubles would be over. I know you would dig the plot for me.

Love Dad

A few days later, he received a letter from his son

Dear Dad,

For heaven's sake, Dad, don't dig up that garden, that's where I buried the BODIES.

Love Son

At 4 a.m. the next morning, F.B.I. agents and local police showed up and dug up the entire area without finding any bodies. They apologized to the old man and left.That same day the old man received another letter from his son.

Dear Dad,

Go ahead and plant the potatoes now. That's the best I could do under the circumstances.

Love Son

The morale of the story is TO WORK SMART NOT HARD. Use your brain; in the perceived impossible sometimes it can make theimpossible possible.

Dustbin for my cute little room...

It is considered a holiday for APIITians on last Friday... At last... No need to go to college and study. Just want to relax myself on this very day...

I went to Ikea and 1U on that day... Hehe.. Guess what? I bought my dream DUSTBIN... Hahaha.. Yes, weird girl... I know.. hahaha... Good things must share... So below are the attached picture haha..

Look too plain isn't it? Hmm.. Well.... Look at this then.. Hehe..

My Birthday present from UK! A friend of mine purposely send this back to KL! Thanks man! Like it so much... Hehe.. This is a new dustbin and it is clean.. Receipt is still in the dustbin hehehe...

Ok, I think I post too much for today haha.. Enjoy ya..

* PINCH PINCH * hehe..

A post specially dedicated to Michael.... A person that proved to me that God is so real in life... When we encounter with God we will be transform... Give thanks to the Lord that I have the opportunity to meet him!

I was kind of suffering with the spiritually me this few days.. For 2 to 3 days I didn't do my devotion due to sickness and some personal issue... Spiritually down is all I can say...

It is on last Wednesday, a day that God once again fill up the spiritually me.. Having Cell Group at night and I was a basically a sick cat after prayer meeting.. Praying for a breakthrough where I can worship Him even though the physically me is super weak. Somehow the prayer meeting doesn't satisfy my "thirst for God". I quiet myself down and pray..... I felt something coming in yet something is blocking it.. A feeling that I don't know how to put it in words.. I submit everything into His mighty hand and end my prayer with a burden heart..

Once I open my eyes.... I... Stone... A BIBLE!!!!! Chinese English BIBLE!!!!! Michael bought it from his hometown! I opened it and flip through it.. There's a card inside there, I opened it and read.. IS A BIRTHDAY GIFT!!!!! Although it is very late but fuiyo... A BIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am basically spiritually filled up!!!! HALLELUJAH!!!!!! What a great Wednesday I have... Super happy, super blessed and super filled.... THANKS MIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love You, Lord....

Praise be with Him

Suddenly I feel so so so.... SO MISS MY BLOG! It has been a while where I truely sit down in front of the computer and started writting my blog.. Hehe...

I can hardly use the computer now as my brother is rushing his assignment.. In addition, I am super sick... It has been 1 week plus and I am still sick! What is this? Sore throat, coughing, flu and slight fever during night... I thought my fever have left me but just yesterday "its" came back "knocking" on my door... SWEAT! And no I didn't take any medication for it... I just slip myself under a warm comforter and hug my bloster... Hehehe... My way of curing fever... Kids, DON'T TRY THIS AT HOME... All the stunts performed in these acts are done by well trainned professionals who understands all the risk involved...

* Thanks Michael *

God showed me a lot through this sickness though... I am a person that don't take medication even though I am super sick unless my mom asked me too.. However, I consider myself to have a breakthrough this time as I myself asked my family for medication! Haha.. Seriously killing me... The medicine is super bitter and not only that I used my own sweet time to swallow that... It is so near my throat and I just can't swallow it... Ended up the medicine melted in my mouth most of the time and until the point I can't take the bitterness I swallow it down...

Suffering... Not only of my sickness but I can hardly sleep at night as coughing non-stop and sometimes messaging during the night.. Friends asking me how is my condition now, prayers and tones of warm regards.. THANKS! Appreciate all of your warm regards and caring =)

However, I know God is merciful... He blessed me with many other things in other area! Hmm.. I should give you all an example... On last Wednesday, due to running nose, I open the window instead of the air-conditional in my car. Guess what? Once wine down.. It won't go up... What a day... I am so late for work and what worried me the most is the rain and people "molesting" my car... I pray and pray and pray... Even message Michael to pray for me! Desperate for prayer! Thanks for prayer man.. Appreciate it a lot.. After prayer, I left my car with a burden heart and went for work, I have no choice...

Michael again reminded me that if I submit to God, I should not worry anymore as God will take care of it.. If I still feel burden in me, that means I didn't submit to Him whole-heartedly.. A very hard lesson to learn but I manage to learn it.. After class and it was 315pm, I pray super hard that it won't rain. However, I got a message from my friend telling me that it is raining and asked me to fix my window asap.. I... Stoning.. Rush out of the classroom and ran to my baby car.. While walking to my car, I saw the road all wet... Drizzling... I wanted to cry! How am I suppose to drive when the car is wet? That's all I had in mind.. Praying all the way...

Once I reach my car... From the outside, it is all wet as it is raining.. Once I open my car.. I have the shock of my life! The car is DRY!!!!! Not even a drip of water is in my car! I stand in front of my car for a moment and giving praise to the Lord.. The story doesn't end there though.. MY WINDOW... Remember? Ok APIIT car park is always pack and you will always get people blocking your car. My car was block and at that time Ewilly and I have the feeling that my car can come out from that mess without calling that person to come out from class and purposely reverse the car for me. So both of us co-operate together and trying my best to reverse my car. Until a point where I got so feedup and said "OK, leave it... Call the person"

At this moment, another friend of mine came and said he will help me to reverse and he did.. I have no idea what he did but not only he manage to reverse my car safely out of that parking lot but at the same time he manage to close the window!! HALLELUJAH! Praise the Lord! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

Hmm... A long blog.. I think all of you all are tired of reading haha.. I have a lot more to share though.. Will write again in next blog...

=Signing off =

Carrot, egg or coffee?

HoHoHo.... It is sharing time again.. Another story in my blog... When things doesn't go your way in your life, what will you do?

Things/thoughts that make you go hmm....

A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...

Maybe with this you will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again.

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl.

Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see."

"Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied.

Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg. Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, "What does it mean, mother?"

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.

"Which are you?" she asked her daughter. "When adversity knocks on
your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee
bean?"

Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?

Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying. You might want to send this message to those people who mean something to you (I JUST DID); to those who have touched your life in one way or another; to those who make you smile when you really need it; to those who make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down; to those whose friendship you appreciate; to those who are so meaningful in your
life.

It's easier to build a child than repair an adult.
This is so true - may we all be COFFEE

This blog is specially dedicated to a best friend of mine... You know who you are ya... Hehehe... the story sound familiar? Now ask yourself something... Are you becoming an egg instead of coffee? Love is everywhere around you but is your heart harden and fail to feel the love due to what happened in your life? Just want you to know.. God loves you! So do I! *Hug Hug* Love you, sister~

Love will forever remain....

The mouth that we used to kiss our loves one,

become the weapon when we argue.

The hand we used to hug or touch or loves one,

become the weapon to hit when we fight.

The heart that we used to love each other,

become the heart of hatred when we argue.

Read this from a friend's blog... Nice words I can say... The meaning of the words seems to flow with each other... I won't deny what it is written though.. Partially I am agreeing on the statement. However... the last words... "The heart that we used to love each other, become the heart of hatred when we argue."

I don't really agree on this... Why? Hmm... I don't know about others but to me... Well because of love both are in a relationship right? Just because of one arguement your love is shaken? Love will remain won't it? Even if you do break up, won't you still love that person for some time? As time passes, so does your love towards that person, that's why you can let go of that person.... However, I still believe that your love towards that person still remain, is just that the type of love is changed... You might have "tune it" to "friendship" type of love...

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
It is not proud, it is not rude,
It is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs,
Love does not delight in evil but rejoice with the truth.
It always protects, always trust,
Always hopes, always perseveres.

1 Corinthians 13:4 - 7

For some reason I love this verse a lot.. God have shows me how love can really change a person, touch a person and even forgive a person... I am still learning to love people around me... I would like to take this opportunity to apologies to those who I hurt before, present and future.... Do forgive me....

God bless all of you..

Koinonia Camp '06

Koinonia Camp '06

Date: 26 - 28 May 2006

Venue: MBS Recreation & Training Center

Lot 727 & 728, Jalan Kundang,

48040 Kuang, Selangor

Registration time: 12pm - 4pm [26th May]

Buses leave FCC at 4pm

Return time: 6pm [28th May] Buses reach FCC at 7pm

Fees: RM150 [ends 14th May]

Contact: Sophia Soh [0163228309]

"Wow! I'm thrilled to announce that we're going to have our 3rd Koinonia Camp this May. Exciting!

What is Koinonia Camp about?

Koinonia Camp is specially catered to students ranging from secondary to tertiary students. The word 'Koinonia' comes from the Greek meaning 'fellowship'. Basically, it means having fun with friends, getting to know one another bettter and especially having a fun time with God!

This year's Koinonia Camp will be held at Malaysian Bible Seminary recreation and Training Center which can house 200 people and guess what? It's all ours from the 26th - 28th May. MBS has first class accommodations, conference rooms and facilities. Recreation facilities include indoor basketball, badminton, ping pong, Olympic size swimming pool, rock climbing, roller skating ring, sauna and more! What else can you ask for?

The theme for this year's Koinonia Camp is 'Dream Chasers'. Our aim is to challege today's young people to be a generation that will reach out for our dreams. What are you waiting for? Sign up now and make your dreams come true! I assure you, it will be one of the great decisions that you'll make this year.

See you at Koinonia Camp 2006!"

Jonathan Tse [Faith Station Supervisor]

Source from:

http://www.ilovefcc.com/eng/ministry/cellgroup/faithstation/

Hidup penuh cabaran...

Aku tak megerti langsung... Tak megerti apa itu cinta.. Dah beberapa tahun "cinta" mengasingkan diri dari aku... Dah beberapa tahun "cinta" mendiamkan diri, menyembuyikan diri dari seorang yang giat mencari "cinta".... Umpama kapal yang gagal mencari tempat untuk mendarat... Itulah aku...

Duniaku gelap-gelita, mataku buka tetapi apa yang ku nampak? Gelap... Seolah-olah mataku tidak berfungsi lagi. Pelita! Pelita! Pelita! Ku nakkan pelita untuk menerangkan duniaku... Apa pun rintangan, apa pun halangan, ku masih memegang kuat hasratku untuk mencari pelitaku... Putih kata ku, suci niat ku. Namun tidak ketemu apa yang ku nakkan..

Haruskah ku meneruskan langkahku? Teruskan perjalananku dalam duniaku ni? Mengizinkan diriku sendiri carigali duniaku yang gelap-gelita ni? Apa gunanya? Apa yang ku dapat? Ku bacul... Takut... Berdiri kat tengah jalan, tak pasti mana satu jalan kena ku pergi.. Patutkah ku putus asa dalam mencari? Ya? Tidak? Ku tidak ingin menjadi abdi duniaku tetapi ku gagal mencari pelita untuk menerangkan jalanku.. Susahnya hidupku...

Kau muncul... Muncul dalam hidupku.. Sinaran cahaya matahari memancar dalam duniaku.. Pertama kali ku menikmati rasa "cinta"... Kau membawa ku keluar dari duniaku yang tidak berharapan dan memberiku harapan. Mendidik ku apa-apa yang perlu ku erti.. Kemunculan kau bagaikan secebis "puzzle" yang menyempurnakan "gambarku".... Tidak akan ku melepaskan tanganku.. Tidak... Terima kasih kerana memilihku... Terima kasih...

Life...

Give praise to the Lord that He has answered my prayer. A prayer that I doubt most of us will pray for... A prayer of Job... He really challenge me... I didn't regret what I pray for but I really hope I could overcome this. Until now, only one person know what happened to me, however that person only know the brief story of it. I know that person will keep me in prayer and just want to thank that person. Keep it P&C ok? I seriously put a lot of trust in you and I really hope you won't betray that.. If you do, I will bare that, as getting used to all those lies around me...

Tired.. I am almost worn out. Too tired... Physically tired... I slept early this few days yet I woke up feeling even more tired. I am in between the line of getting sick and being healthy.. Having a slight fever few days back yet it is not serious. Drank tones of water and my temperature went down. However, I still can sense the "fever" in me. I get cold very very easily this few days.

Lack of rest is all I can say for myself. Every morning [besides Saturday and Sunday], waking up at 630 a.m. and go to college either work or study. Came back around 545p.m. if I am not taking night duty on that day or not attending CG. However, the possibility of me coming back home at 5 something is slim, the only day I am super free is Friday... The day I just want to go out and relax and have fun yet I am at home facing the stupid box... SAD CASE MAN haha..

This is what I called a boring life... Hahaha... Pack life yet boring...

=p

The Beauty of a Women...

The beauty of a woman

A little boy asked his mother,

"Why are you crying?"

"Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said.

His Mom just hugged him and said,

"And you never will."

Later the little boy asked his father,

"Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man,

still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God.

When God got on the phone, he asked,

"God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough

to carry the weight of the world,

yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure

childbirth and the rejection

that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going

when everyone else gives up,

and take care of her family through

sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children

under any and all circumstances,

even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband

through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife,

but sometimes tests her strengths

and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed.

This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see my son," said God,

"the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,

the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes,

because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."