Monday, November 14, 2005

% - u Raised me Up - %

這個星期是我最難過的一個星期…. 寫下這blog 的時候才星期一, 我真的把接下來的日子完完全全的交透給上帝…. 好累哦… 如不是主賜予我力量, 我相信我再也不是現在的我….

這場”戰爭”真的差點把我打敗, 可是… 可是… 感謝上帝的力量… 死撒旦, 你等著瞧, 勝利會站在我這…. 雖然現在勝利者仿佛是你, 但我是永不放棄! 我, 現在決對不是讓步而這是上帝要我經過的… 辛苦, 可是我很清楚明白主正在磨練我, 必竟上帝會為我安排….. 時間會証明一切…. 等著瞧吧…

這”戰爭”對我來說是很難打勝戰, 因為媽媽真的很難搞! 無論我做甚麼, 說甚麼, 都是錯…好壓力…. 有些時候我本身很懷疑, 懷疑我是否做的不夠或許是我做的完全就是錯誤 (是指家務)…. 做幾乎每樣事都會被責罵 但我心里現在很清楚的明白媽媽所作的一切一切都是為了我好.. 一步一步的, 上帝讓我看見父母親是多麼的偉大….

在這樣的情況下, 我其實很想找朋友來分擔以及禱告… 可是真的很難很難找到一位了解我心情的….. 我曾經找過朋友訴苦, 但我發覺除了上帝沒人能真正了解我的情況, 除非你把你自己完完全全的放入我的”鞋子”里…. 不會埋怨朋友不明白因為每個人都有不同的經歷, 不同的想法….我還會告訴他們我最近的生活, 雖然有時我不會如何形容我的景況但我很感謝主讓我看見身邊關心我的人…. 感謝他們的禱告以關懷… 我知道因我的事麻煩到很多很多弟兄姐妹, 我乘此機會向大家道歉… 特別是小組的會員….

在我最低落的時候多謝弟兄姐妹的關懷和話語….. 最重要的是感謝阿爸天父!! 在同時間, 我聽見了這首英文歌…. 對我而言是多麼的有意議…. 和大家分享吧, 希望你們喜歡….

You raised me upBy Josh Gorban
When I am down and oh my soul so weary
When troubles come and my heart burdened be
Then I am still and wait here in the silence
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raised me up
So I can stand on mountains.
You raised me up
To walk on stormy seas.
I am strong when I am on your shoulders.
You raised me up
To more than I can be.

(repeat chorus x 3)

As we sail through life, don’t avoid storms and rough waters. Just let it pass, just sail. Always remember, calm seas never make skillful sailors.


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BeArmorBearer said...

Revelation 3: 7 - 10

These are the words of him who is holy and true, who holds the key of David. What he opens no one can shut, and what he shuts no one can open.
I know your deeds. See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut. I know that you have little strength, yet you have kept my word and have not denied my name.
I will make those who are of the synagogue of Satan, who claim to be Jews though they are not, but are liars—I will make them come and fall down at your feet and acknowledge that I have loved you.

Revelation 3:10 - 13

Since you have kept my command to endure patiently, I will also keep you from the hour of trial that is going to come upon the whole world to test those who live on the earth.
I am coming soon. Hold on to what you have, so that no one will take your crown.
Him who overcomes I will make a pillar in the temple of my God. Never again will he leave it. I will write on him the name of my God and the name of the city of my God, the new Jerusalem, which is coming down out of heaven from my God; and I will also write on him my new name.
He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.

P/s : Hope u get strength from this bible verses! Cheers will pray for you!

sephirot said...

I understand your pain. I once went through this situation and was also gotten into alot of trouble. I was thrown out of the house and was asked to stay in the church since my parents say i treat there as my home. In my heart i felt angry but at the same time also felt sad for i cannot do anything. But you must continue to stay faithful to God and He will see your heart and will make a way for you. You can be defeated, but you can never give up, not in the Lord, for He sacrificed way too much for you to find a reason to let Him go. Persevere and learn to draw strength from God. We will always keep you in prayer. God bless.

SaDdNesZ.jc said...

this is so unfair.. I don't understand the post...

Translate please???

- @ 3.3 @ - said...

thanks to bearmorbearer, although i don't know who u r but thank you for ur words.. i mean god's word that speaks through u. thank u...

i am weak, yes, but god's strength is sufficient for me (2 corinthian 12:9)

thank you sophia for ur words, want to apologies as it's not that i don't wish to share my life but it's hard for me to describe it haha at least god know what is happening.. He, i believe will open doors for me...

as for desmond, you want translation? can can.. ask help from ur gf lo.. =p

SaDdNesZ.jc said...

Shan: Firstly, Bear-Bear is Sophia... Sephirot is KianMeng...


and my gf more banana than me...

- @ 3.3 @ - said...

haha is it?? sshhhhhh.. don't said it out loud ma.. haha pai se pai se