发发牢骚。。。

身体有少许的不舒服，似乎快倒了似的。


外面下这雨， 心， 依然有少许的沉重。思念的心， 依然存在。
今天所学的东西， 似乎是神刻意对我说的。
一位基督徒应该拥有学无止境的精神， 永远往上看，永远往上爬。
我，又到了那个阶段？


看了看从前写的信，我顿时有个念头。。
如果时间应许，我希望回到以前，把我的错误一一纠正。
我真的恨不得把一切一切都撕掉。
我恨不得把一切一切都烧了。
但，我并没那么做。
因为，这是逃避现实。时间一去不回头。
所以，我留着信， 提醒自己，
我要我自己永永远远地记得是上帝带领我到此地。
是上帝的恩典，我来到了他的面前。
是上帝的爱戴，我找到了生活的意义。
是上帝的出现，我，终于从黑暗中走了出来。


我，真的很想我的一生的路，与神一起走下去。
神啊， 真如摩西所说的。。
岂不是因你与我们同去 、使我和你的百姓与地上的万民有分别麽？
所以神啊， 请你与我同去， 走完人生的这一道路。

Oh~ Mana anak kambing saya?

My nephew is almost a month old! Despite the fact that he's darn noisy, darn naughty, darn like people carrying him, etc etc.... He's still cute..... Here are some of his pictures... ^.^

...A professional painter...

A cute sleeping baby Last but not least.... "We like to move it, move it"

Life?

(created by: Ng Bi Yan)

Ever wonder where your life is heading? Yes, without a doubt, I know many of you out there obtained a plan for yourself. Regardless whether is it a detailed plan or just a rough idea on what you want to do in the future, it doesn't matter. The main point that I wish to emphasize over here is... How certain are you that all those plans you have in mind will come to life? How certain are you that all things that you plan will take place exactly as how you plan? Will it?


No offense to all but I still hold on to the belief that nothing is certain in life, except death. That is the only thing I can assure every readers out there that it will take place. You can be as positive as you want, you can be optimistic, you can be a so called "looking at the bright side person", but tell me one thing... Does it change the fact that you will die one day?


I once read a book, the author claimed that if you think positive, all those positive things will eventually come to you. 33 said, wake up and be realistic. Regardless how you think, if it is God's plan for you to die, you will die. OK I have to admit that I am a pessimistic person but that still doesn't mean that death will come earlier to me, right? Well, unless God made it that way.


Now, since death is so certain in life, why then live? You will die anyway, right? What then is the purpose of living? To eat? To learn? To have a family? Then what? I believe many out there are asking those questions from time to time. Some got the answer for their questions, but many don't.


Life, is more than you can imagine. Life is more precious but it is often made small in value because many don't understand the meaning of life. What then is life?


Come and listen to what the creator (God of the bible) has to say since He created you and me. Let us come and listen what He actually has for us in our life.


Visit: http://cfellowshiponline.com/ for more information


Hope to see you there and have all your questions answered!

Story ^.^

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: "I am blind, please help." There were only a few coins in the hat.

A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words.

Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, "Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?"

The man said, "I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way."
What he had written was: "Today is a beautiful day and I cannot see it."

Do you think the first sign and the second sign were saying the same thing?

Of course both signs told people the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective?

Moral of the Story:

Be thankful for what you have. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively.

Invite others towards good with wisdom. Live life with no excuse and love with no regrets. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear.

Great men say, "Life has to be an incessant process of repair and reconstruction, of discarding evil and developing goodness…. In the journey of life, if you want to travel without fear, you must have the ticket of a good conscience."

The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling…
And even more beautiful is, knowing that you are the reason behind it!!!

Insomnia again... Sigh....

(Taken from: melinea.blogdrive.com)

The word is insomnia.... Dead dead dead tired.... I practically didn't even go into ZzzZ world yesterday night. I was asleep for few minutes and I was awaken.... (T.T)


The picture above really depict me well! I went to bed around 1 a.m. yesterday as I couldn't close my eyes in any way.... I then decided to give it a try on sleeping... I tucked myself comfortably into my comforter and hugged my bolster. Incredibly I was getting tired and my eyes were closing without any counting of sheep! Weeee~~~~


Suddenly...... CREEEEEEEE.... CREEEEEEE...... CREEEEEE..... I thought it was my dog scratching on my door but it is impossible as my dog is outside of the house! I got a little worried and suddenly something caught my attention... It was my window... There's a shadow..... I was worried and scare, thinking that it was a burglar. I then walked closer to my window and peeked out.... GUeSS what......

(Taken from: http://www.bluebison.net/content/?cat=150)

NO JOKE!!!!! A ROOSTER!!!!! (=.=)" NO I am not staying in Kampung (village)...... It's my neighbour's rooster. It always fall down from above... BAKA! I couldn't do anything but to leave with the fact that there's a rooster outside of my window. What can I do? Is not that I know how to catch the rooster.... (-.=)"


Consequence???? It kept on scratching my window.... The rooster was trying to get a grip on my window so that it will not fall down. WHOLE NIGHT!!!! SCRATCHING!!! MISERABLE~ *pull hair*


Yes, may I then bring all the reader to the best part....... Do you know that God created rooster with a purpose?? Do you know that before day break, the rooster will "sings"??? YES! IT "SANG"~ (T.T) Early in the morning, it's not even 530 a.m. It is crowing.... Kill me please... Its voice is so sharp and loud... To make the matter worse, my nephew started crying as his napkin was wet... My worst nightmare ever..... I couldn't see myself in the bed anymore and I rise. I kept my nephew accompanied whilst waiting for the confinement aunty to catch the rooster for me... No joke, she's darn good!


Where is the rooster now? At the back of my house..... With its hands and wings tied up with rope! Hahahaha.... At least it is not crowing! The confinement aunty kept on saying "slaughter it, slaughter it~" Hahaha... Have to admit that the rooster is darn fat and meaty! NO, we are not going to eat it, though tempting! Hahaha.... Anyway, thank God I am not working today else I will collapse over there and sleep!


Nyek nyek nyek.... Waiting to watch Madagascar 2!!! ^(^.^ )^

Crave... For FOODS~

(Taken from: Couldn't detect the URL >.<")

A sudden crave for Haagen-Daaz ice cream... So wanted, so tempted to get my hands on their cake!
A sudden crave for Italianni's Tiramitsu... So wanted, so tempted to get my hands on their foods!


A sudden crave for many many foods.... Giii..... What a good craving or should I said appetite in the middle of the night~


S.I.G.H!


Wanting to start a new blog soon~ Hopefully... ^.^

几米

（Taken from: http://beautifulthing.bokee.com/5840007.html)

就这样望着屏幕发呆。。。
似乎有很多话要说， 但不知怎么，
我的声带似乎失去了声音，
一切一切的东西都卡在喉咙里,
都说不下去。

正在阅读几米的书，一位我很喜欢的作者，
没钱买他的书的我，只好在网上阅读“不完整”版。
阅读时，----------_------。

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天，似乎被涂黑了。。。
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看了看几米的“地下铁”，　毕竟还是把它放回原位。。。　
沉重的脚步。。。　离开了此地。。。　

Sherlock Holmes

'The facts are not always what they seem, we think that they all point to the same thing but,

if we look at them in another way, they can tell quite a different story."

= Sherlock Holmes =

(Taken from: http://www.americanhistoricaltheatre.org/Page%20gallery/patriot_p5.htm)

I finish reading Sherlock Holmes's Mystery of Boscomble Pool. Interesting? Emmm... Sorry to Sherlock Holmes's fans beforehand, but I truly find the book a little too.... Boring + not exciting. I am actually expecting more adventures, more unexpected things coming out from Holmes. OK, have to admit that the book is TOO THIN to write more of all those elements that I am expecting.... Hahahah... Nevertheless, the sentence above caught my attention as I read the book.

And I started thinking.....
1) Are you sometimes too carried away with the facts that appeared before your eyes and unable to see the "other side of the story"?
2) Are you sometimes too stubborn with your own thoughts and opinions thus unable to see the "other side of the story"?

Facts may be so obvious for many to see.
But.......
a) Sometimes people may just twist and turn facts and make it as though it is the true facts before you in order to confuse you! Nevertheless, I remember 737 told me something in CF, when there's a question in your head, don't be lazy but to find out the TRUTH. If you are lazy, that's why it is easy for people to tell you "false facts" because they knew that you will not find out any way. Therefore, bare in mind that laziness is a attitude that will really kill you. A hard lesson to learn indeed but I still believe in doing things step by step with God's strength. Uncertain on how long will it take but I know God is at work.
b) Are you believing it just because many said so or are you believing because it is the truth?

Sorry, my head is "flying" all over the place. When I was reading this story book, my thoughts was on false prophets.

"Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves. By their fruit you will recognise them. Do people pick grapes from thorn bushes, or figs from thistles? Likewise every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. A good tree cannot bear bad fruit and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. Every tree that doesn't bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. Thus, by their fruit you will recognise them. "(Matthew 7:15-20)

Well, I find it quite similar with Holmes's saying. Why?
Firstly, false prophet might appears to you just like a normal human being or devoted man. Your eyes might tell you that he/she is a devoted person and love God very much. Thus, he/she is a Christian and whatever he/she said should be true and not distorted. Somehow, some of you, your "guarding system" will be taken away from that person. There goes... False teachings will be filled in your head and if you are lazy, it worsen the whole situation all together.

Secondly, if you are looking at things carefully and not slack in guarding over what God has given to you, you will realised that all those people are false prophets and they are against God. Because you are not looking only with your eyes but you are observing their life and the fruits that they are bearing.

In short, there's only one way, one truth and one place to everlasting life. If you will only trust Jesus, He will save you; your sins, which are many, will all be forgiven; you will be adopted into the family of God, and in due time you will find yourself in heaven and be there for all eternity. (C.H. Spurgeon) Are you on the right path? Are you clinging on to the only TRUTH? Be certain and have the assurance that God words will never fail. Come, come to Jesus.

Will you?

"I heard the call, Come Follow, That was all.
Earth's joy grew dim,
My soul went after Him.
I rose and followed - That was all.
Will you not follow if you hear Him call?"

= Hudson Taylor=

God's words will stand forever

For how long I abandon this blog? I lost count... Many things happened during this short week. In short, breathe taking week...

(Taken from: http://www.pjlighthouse.com/2007/05/30/funnies-this-is-your-state-when-you-come-to-work/)


I saw a new life being born into this earth lately... How pure and clean he may be but in reality I know none is pure and none is perfect. Something interesting about this baby boy that I meet.... It is actually his name.. Why is his name interesting? Because he doesn't even have a name yet..


His parents and grandparents are obviously anxious regarding the issue as within 2 weeks or less, they will need to register in the government department in order to get his birth certificate done. The process of getting a name seems to be so difficult for them as it took them months to think of one. Well, to be honest, I find it quite irritating on their way of finding the right name for the baby.


Firstly, they went to temples, meet up with people who claimed themselves as "Sifu in giving names" based on the birth of the baby. In this respect, they calculated the 5 elements of the Chinese Philosophy (Wood, metal, water, fire and earth), taking into the consideration of the month of birth etc. The sifu will later give the parents a few individual single Chinese character, subsequently the parents will need to use those characters to form a name. The result? Everything was bad as the character given was so difficult to form a name. Mind you, the paid was not cheap in any way.


Secondly, they browse through some websites whereby they generate "good names". The website even go to the extend of giving you a percentage of the name! (i.e Shan Shang - 80% [considered as a good name]) The higher percentage, the better it is (according to the website)... Therefore, even though the parents like a particular name but if the website shows a low percentage for it, the name will be eliminated.


And so it was, the whole family was running here and there whilst some stayed at home surfing the internet for "good names". Looking at such situation, something came into my head... And I actually went to the extend of asking the grandparent one question....


"Actually, why are all of you so concerned regarding the name? Yes, I acknowledged that a name is your indentification for the rest of your life but why go through all those troubles (going temple, paying money, going through websites calculating the percentage) just to get one name? Isn't it better for the name to be meaningful rather than "weird and doesn't carry any meaning"?"


Only replied I got....
"A good name will represents a good life in the future... If not, the baby life will be a suffering life. That's why you must look at all the elements. This is to find out whether are they contradicting to one another (in terms of the elements), whether is it inviting "good people aka god" to help him etc"
33: =(Total speechless) (What a good speech)
(Taken from: Kahthong.com)


Yes.... But... How certain are you that a name will have such effect? You do realised that one day that baby will die as well regardless how great that name is.. You do realised that you are just easing your conscience that it will help him in the future, right? Because you know it well that even you yourself can't control your own life, how things were to take place, how good things will be and how bad things will be etc... Do you really naively believe that a name will make a difference over God's plans? Well, if you do, then that person can be a god now and not human.


Grandparent: *Total silent and totally ignoring my words whilst continue on looking at the monitor...
33: *rest my case, watch TV*


Dear readers...
Sorry if I were to offend you in any way. I didn't mean to nor am I did that on purpose. However, I wish to bring home the point that having a good name or how people were to claimed it as a bad name, it doesn't affect your path way on eath, because God has prepared and plan all things. If you still insist that a good name can truly affect your life I can tell you truthfully it doesn't. It is as though you are saying to God that "I can change my life with my own efffort and hands. I can twist around what you had planned for me and I will". If you wish to go against God's will, go ahead, I've nothing to comment on it anymore.


But do bear in mind one thing that the Lord said:-


For My thoughts are not your thoughts, Nor are your ways My ways,” says the LORD. “ For as the heavens are higher than the earth, So are My ways higher than your ways, And My thoughts than your thoughts. “ For as the rain comes down, and the snow from heaven, And do not return there, But water the earth, And make it bring forth and bud, That it may give seed to the sower And bread to the eater, So shall My word be that goes forth from My mouth; It shall not return to Me void, But it shall accomplish what I please, And it shall prosper in the thing for which I sent it. (Isaiah 55:8-11)


For this, God's words will stand forever and ever. Amen.