突然间。。 。觉得害怕。。。 害怕不是在于自己的决定乃是在于他人的决定。
他真的这样想的吗?也许他真的不明了我。。 或许是太过的了解。。。 我。。 失去了理智来判断。我,也不想详细的了解任何关于此事。我选着了离开。。 逃闭?也总比踏入"火坑” 里头。。
身旁的事件多的是。 但,我依然很想咪咪的笑。
就如dear说的。。 从心发出的笑。
因为,最难熬过的,我们的主,耶稣基督以为我们承担了。
我们的生活里所有的风破,如比较上帝在十字架上所作的一切,也只不过是一粒沙。
不。。是比沙粒更渺小。。。
所以,刘珊杉, 要加油!加油!加油!
(Taken from: my mail box.. Don't know the exact source...)
Friday, October 31, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Yepi Diwali~
诗篇 78
看着诗篇 78, 我不知情的开始思考。。
问问自己,为何上帝要放一篇那么长的一篇诗?
问问自己,那么长的一篇诗, 里头说了些什么?
问问自己,上帝真的是纯粹告诉你一个故事吗?
这篇诗, 是我个人喜欢的。
每当我觉得绝望,觉得低落,觉得活在此地真的很苦,我会很自然的回想这一篇诗。
想想, 上帝赐予我这22 年以来的祝福,这22年的生命,这22年的爱戴,这22年的一切一切。
真如诗篇所说的,人,往往就是善忘的。。
总忘了上帝是如此的爱我们。
总忘了上帝是如此的看顾我们。
总忘了上帝在我们生活所做的一切一切。
神啊,请求你,请求你啊。。。 带领这一头羊。。
在她的生活里,应许你的手在那儿守护着她。
永永远远的拖着她的手,永不放开。。
问问自己,为何上帝要放一篇那么长的一篇诗?
问问自己,那么长的一篇诗, 里头说了些什么?
问问自己,上帝真的是纯粹告诉你一个故事吗?
这篇诗, 是我个人喜欢的。
每当我觉得绝望,觉得低落,觉得活在此地真的很苦,我会很自然的回想这一篇诗。
想想, 上帝赐予我这22 年以来的祝福,这22年的生命,这22年的爱戴,这22年的一切一切。
真如诗篇所说的,人,往往就是善忘的。。
总忘了上帝是如此的爱我们。
总忘了上帝是如此的看顾我们。
总忘了上帝在我们生活所做的一切一切。
神啊,请求你,请求你啊。。。 带领这一头羊。。
在她的生活里,应许你的手在那儿守护着她。
永永远远的拖着她的手,永不放开。。
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Quiz?? What???
Quiz Time
Think you are smart?? Think you are unbeatable? You think you are the next Albert Einstein? OK... Now try and solve the question below...
How can a person staying in UK send ice cream back to Malaysia?? Yes, ICE CREAM...
Difficult?? Hoho... Well... If it's easy I won't be asking mah... =P
Put on your thinking cap and start thinking ^.^ Use your own creativity to solve it
Good lucK!
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Rain... Thunder... TRUTH...
"Take heed, lest any of you be hardened through the deceitfulness of sin!" Sin first deceives, and then it hardens. I was now fast bound in chains; I had little desire, and no power at all to free myself. I would at times reflect how it was with me, but if I attempted to struggle, it was in vain. I was just like Samson, when he said ,"I will go forth, and shake myself, as at other times"; but the Lord was departed, and he felt himself helpless in the hands of his enemies. By the remembrance of this interval, the Lord has often reminded me what a poor creature I am in myself, incapable of standing in a single hour without continual flash supplies of strength and grace from the fountain-head.
By John Newton (from Out of the depths)
*Reflecting on things*
Many things in head currently, looking back at my life, I can only say.. Thank you. Realising that all these while how forgetful I can be in this walk.. I used to keep a journal in my life but that habit is soon abandon due to my laziness. Nevertheless, those previous entries are sufficient to bring home the point that I am sinking into the world. II Peter 2:20-22 came into head constantly..
Yesterday, while listening to what pastor was preaching on 1 Kings 19, there's still small voice saying... There you are, that is your problem. Do you not see it since the beginning? I was cast down. It always hurt to hear the truth, that I must admit. Yesterday night heavy rain worsen my grief as it reminded me of a particular incident that took place not long ago, a night when the thunder was so loud and the rain was pouring. Nevertheless, as the old hymn said, though it taught my tears to flow awhile, but I thank the hand that caused that smart. *if I didn't quote the lyrics wrongly >.<"*
How easy it is for a person to go astray. Just think with me for a moment.
1) Do you need to teach a small child to lie?
2) Do you need to teach a small child to cry when they didn't get something that they want though it is dangerous? (showing forth rebelliousness)
3) Do you need to teach a person to be lazy?
3) Do you need to teach a person to be lazy?
Etc etc etc...
Why is it that it is so easy to pick up bad habits and so difficult to cultivate good habits? Even if you successfully cultivated good habits, how long does it last? One year? Two? Romans 3:10-18 clearly described human....
As it is written: "There is none righteous, no, not one; There is none who understands; There is none who seeks after God. They have all turned aside; They have together become unprofitable; there is none who does good, no, not one. Their throat is an open tomb; with their tongues they have practiced deceit, The poison of asps is under their lips, whose mouth is full of cursing and bitterness. Their feet are swift to shed blood; Destruction and misery are in their ways and the way of peace they have not known. There is no fear of God before their eyes."
Why??? Because they are all under sin... Just as though one man sin entered the world, and death through sin, and thus death spread to all men, because all sinned. For the wages of sin is death (Romans 6:23) therefore, all of us deserved death as none of us can be perfect before God.
When we are still without strength, Christ died for the ungodly. God demonstrates His own love towards us through Christ's death on the cross, while we are still a sinner. Through His work on the cross, His righteousness is imputed upon His elected children while our sin are imputed upon Him. We are thus saved from His wrath (from punishing us for our sin) through the death of His Son. Not only that but we should rejoice as through our Lord Jesus Christ death on the cross, we are thus reconciled and received by God and being able to call Him "Abba, Father".
As we are in one body with Christ, we know that our "old man" was crucified with Him, that the body of sin might be done away with, that we should no longer be slaves of sin. For He has died has been freed from sin. Now if we died with Christ, we believe that we shall also live with Him, knowing that Christ, having been raised from the dead, dies no more. Death no longer has domination over Him. For the death that He died, He died to sin once for all; but the life that He lives, He lives to God. Likewise, you also, reckon yourself to be dead indeed to sin, but alive to God in Christ Jesus our Lord. (Romans 6:6-11)
Implicitly, our life is for God and it is God's. Thus, live a life as a living sacrifice for God and not for men.
Monday, October 13, 2008
BBJ!
Went to BBJ library today for duty. FUN! ^.^
The journey to BBJ was.... LONG... Thanks to a massive traffic jam in front of my house. I was late for the first day of work. I am thankful because I didn't lost my way there. Thanks to the clear direction from a person that claimed that GOOGLE MAP is not as precise as his own map (draw himself). I must agree with him that his direction is really clear... Allow me to show you his master piece!
*did some editing*
I reached there super late~ Thank God I met with a TA who willingly directed me to the library and helped me in opening the library door. Hoho... First day of work and I obtained a new friend! Not bad for a start ^.^ HOWEVER, with my STM brain.... I forgot his name... No worries, I will ask him again tomorrow. Hahaha...
In short, the duty time was nice.. Peaceful I can say... Hehe.. But tomorrow... It will be a little busy, hopefully... Having some thoughts in head... Uncertain whether can I accomplish it or not. but I hope for the best..
*chuck all things at the back* Don't care... Going swimming tomorrow!!!!!
OK CRIMINAL MINDS TIME! ^.^
The journey to BBJ was.... LONG... Thanks to a massive traffic jam in front of my house. I was late for the first day of work. I am thankful because I didn't lost my way there. Thanks to the clear direction from a person that claimed that GOOGLE MAP is not as precise as his own map (draw himself). I must agree with him that his direction is really clear... Allow me to show you his master piece!
*did some editing*
I reached there super late~ Thank God I met with a TA who willingly directed me to the library and helped me in opening the library door. Hoho... First day of work and I obtained a new friend! Not bad for a start ^.^ HOWEVER, with my STM brain.... I forgot his name... No worries, I will ask him again tomorrow. Hahaha...
In short, the duty time was nice.. Peaceful I can say... Hehe.. But tomorrow... It will be a little busy, hopefully... Having some thoughts in head... Uncertain whether can I accomplish it or not. but I hope for the best..
*chuck all things at the back* Don't care... Going swimming tomorrow!!!!!
OK CRIMINAL MINDS TIME! ^.^
Friday, October 10, 2008
钱不是万能的。。
*哭泣*
不知不觉,我已经看完了一部戏。。。 不知怎么。。 我。。 竟然。。。爱上了那部戏。。 虽是一部旧片,但, 重点,钱真的不是一切。
因为贪, 一个人真的能不折手段。
因为贪, 一个人真的能连家人都不理会
因为贪, 一个人真的能伤害无辜
因为贪, 一个人真的能放弃自己的一切
因为贪, 一个人真的能。。。。(不敢再想向下去)
虽然,我不应该把戏当真。 但, 我依然相信,一个人, 为了钱,真的可以变得很恐怖。。
一名罪人, 除了犯罪,还有什么好夸的? 即将踏入工作的我, 虽还没找到工, 但,心以开始害怕。。 我。。又会不会变成一名爱钱却不爱神的小女孩?
神阿, 救你看顾保守。
不知不觉,我已经看完了一部戏。。。 不知怎么。。 我。。 竟然。。。爱上了那部戏。。 虽是一部旧片,但, 重点,钱真的不是一切。
因为贪, 一个人真的能不折手段。
因为贪, 一个人真的能连家人都不理会
因为贪, 一个人真的能伤害无辜
因为贪, 一个人真的能放弃自己的一切
因为贪, 一个人真的能。。。。(不敢再想向下去)
虽然,我不应该把戏当真。 但, 我依然相信,一个人, 为了钱,真的可以变得很恐怖。。
一名罪人, 除了犯罪,还有什么好夸的? 即将踏入工作的我, 虽还没找到工, 但,心以开始害怕。。 我。。又会不会变成一名爱钱却不爱神的小女孩?
神阿, 救你看顾保守。
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
A trip that I don't wish to talk about..
Just came back from Singapore not long ago... Ok... I came back for quite some time already... Just too lazy to blog about it =P
Don't ask me "how was the trip?" It's a sensitive question... So... Just enjoy the pictures that I took when I was dead bored over there... *View my frienster for photos* Will blog more regarding some other things when I get my things done, which I doubt it can be done by this week.. Sigh... *Found out something creepy as well.. Goosebump*
GAMBATEH!
Don't ask me "how was the trip?" It's a sensitive question... So... Just enjoy the pictures that I took when I was dead bored over there... *View my frienster for photos* Will blog more regarding some other things when I get my things done, which I doubt it can be done by this week.. Sigh... *Found out something creepy as well.. Goosebump*
GAMBATEH!
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