Wednesday, November 28, 2007

*No Title*

Changed my song for the blog... Fell in love with this song when I first listen to it.. Though I don't understand the song, but it sounds a little sad... Maybe that's the reason why this song is played when I was at my close friend's place... Hahaha...

Head is packed with tonnes of rubbish... FYP is gradually taking over my brain... However, there's another issue that kept on knocking on my "door". Thinking, thinking and more thinking... Is that right or is that wrong? If it is wrong in God's eye, why then think? Do what is necessary to take out the yeast from the bread! If it is right, then continue on with the strength of God and accomplish it...

Feeling tired... Want to sleep... Anticipating for Christmas... ^^ Hopefully to get my very first bible... *Smile*

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Be strong...

On mountain and in valley,
Our God is everywhere.
Exalted in the heaven,
and on the earth He's there!
Where're my thoughts may wander,
escape Him I shall not!
Whatever ills may squander,
yet He controls my lot!

God's searching eyes observed me,
His loving heart is near.
His caring hand sustain me,
my cries will reach His ear.
He bids me, "Be not anxious!"
for more than the birds
and for the fragrant flowers
He cares for human worth

When I feel quite forsaken
and no one understands.
When all my strength is shaken
He holds me in His hands
When this my life is fading
and death agaping waits
I, on His mercy pleading
shall enter heaven's gates.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

魯冰花 ^^

我知道 半夜的星星會唱歌
想家的夜晚 它就這樣和我一唱一和
我知道 午後的清風會唱歌
童年的蟬聲 它總是跟風一唱一和

當手中握住繁華 心情卻變得荒蕪
才發現世上 一切都會變卦
當青春剩下日記 烏絲就要變成白髮
不變的只有那首歌 在心中來回的唱

天上的星星不說話 地上的娃娃想媽媽
天上的眼睛眨呀眨 媽媽的心呀魯冰花
家鄉的茶園開滿花 媽媽的心肝在天涯
夜夜想起媽媽的話 閃閃的淚光魯冰花
啊~ 啊~ 夜夜想起媽媽的話 閃閃的淚光
啊~ 閃閃的淚光魯冰花

天上的星星不說話 地上的娃娃想媽媽
天上的眼睛眨呀眨 媽媽的心呀魯冰花
家鄉的茶園開滿花 媽媽的心肝在天涯
夜夜想起媽媽的話 閃閃的淚光魯冰花
啊~ 啊~ 夜夜想起媽媽的話 閃閃的淚光魯冰花

突然想起这首歌。。 一个我小时候很喜欢的一首歌。时间真的不留人, 一刹那间, 一年又要过去了。看看自己,在这一年里的成就,我,真的有成长吗?我成熟了一些吗?不知为什么心依然如此的心不在焉。告诉自己想太多了,那只不过是一件小事。原来,我错了。对,毕竟我是错了,但我觉得这样的对待,未免太夸张了吧。。 人,毕竟把它看得如此的重要。甚至觉得失望。对,的确很重要,但,我以道歉了, 不是吗?对不起,我真的没有你想象中的那么完美。我只是觉得很虚假。。。 为何在你的短讯里头, 你似乎已把事件告一段落,但,我知道你并没有。真的有必要那么得不坦诚吗?真的好累。。。

如果,我真的是你所说得如此,那,上帝会惩罚我。可是,我真得很感激你的劝告,你的带领, 但,我可以告诉你,我真的没兴趣带领任何人。我,没这个资格, 我,比任何人都不配这个岗位。。愿上帝
开导我。我真的不知我真真的错在何方。。

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

=)

正在寻找一些文件,无意中发现他以前给我的来电。。 啊。。 好多的回忆。。。 我只读了其中一封信,我笑了。我的过去,是无人能更改的。如此的黑暗,如此的肮脏。感谢神你的恩典!虽然要改变我的过去是如此的无能为力, 但, 我感谢神, 因为如果不是当初的决定,他,现在一定找不到幸福。虽然失去了一位知友, 但,因为他笑了,所以觉得快乐。生命是如此的短暂, 但感谢神你让我度过那么愉快地童年以及少年。^^

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Sunbeam

Ahhhhh..... A happy day indeed^^ I went to Subang Church early in the morning as 737 was preaching... EARLY MORNING, 737 lied to me... I asked him how come he didn't fetch Willy and Brend but only fetch Jessica. He said they can't wake up and he can't afford to wait... So....

In addition, he, in a worried tone claimed that Willy might have difficulty going church later. 737 said KM will be heading back to Ipoh as the parents are planning a blind date for him. KM will leave to Ipoh at 9am later. While Mike is uncertain whether he is coming to church or not and Ern on the other hand, emm... I can't remember what he said regarding Ern... OK.... Most of the youth are not around... Hopefully all the kids are there for Sunday School...

Once I mention that, he told me that Uncle HS whole family is not coming today but heading to Cameron for a vacation before the baby "arrive". He then started to laugh... IN A EVIL WAY... Hahaha... Bluek! He told me all those are lies.... Haih............ EARLY MORNING!!!!!! Cis.....

After the sermon, we quickly rush to Damansara Church. I manage to grabbed a piece of cake before we went off to Damansara Church for the same sermon.

After lunch, it is my turn to be stress out... SUNDAY SCHOOL! Can you imagine how many people are there? (-.=)" 3 ROWS of chairs!!! Madness... I was stress out then!!!! Semua salah 737! Well, back to my teaching, I really need to learn to speak in public. I am darn bad in presenting myself.... Well, at least the kids are well behave today ^^ Hopefully I did not mislead them with my teaching >.<"

Best part of the day... The kids had a short practice for their Christmas performance. Well, the older children sang gracefully on the stage.... ^^ Thanks to the fierce aunty ML, the children manage to perform very well. May I now turn your attention to the younger children.... Just 4 of them.... They went up the stage excitingly, one didn't want to join in so the 3 carried on with their singing. Due to the fact that the pianist doesn't know the song, the 3 cute little children sang an a cappella. Everybody sat down, anticipating for the performance.. How was the performance? Astonish........ Uncle review: I don't know how to rate this performance! Aunty review: This is terrible! Tsk ysk tsk... Youth review: *Only some, guffaw all the way* I should really record that.... Too bad I don't have a phone that can perform such function. Hahahah...

Well, after that KM and Ern worked out the piano score. Hahaha.. I kind of like that song!

*Lyrics of the song, longer version. You can listen to the song from http://www.gbgm-umc.org/marshltn/VBSSong_sunbeam.html Just download the MIDI.*

I'll Be a Sunbeam
Text: Nellie Talbot
Music: Edwin O. Excell

Jesus wants me for a sunbeam,
To shine for Him each day;
In ev'ry way try to please Him,
At home, at school, at play.

A sunbeam, a sunbeam,
Jesus wants me for a sunbeam;
A sunbeam, a sunbeam,
I'll be a sunbeam for Him.

Jesus wants me to be loving,
And kind to all I see;
Showing how pleasant and happy
His little one can be.

A sunbeam, a sunbeam,
Jesus wants me for a sunbeam;
A sunbeam, a sunbeam,
I'll be a sunbeam for Him.

I will ask Jesus to help me,
To keep my heart from sin;
Ever reflecting His goodness,
And always shine for Him.

A sunbeam, a sunbeam,
Jesus wants me for a sunbeam;
A sunbeam, a sunbeam,
I'll be a sunbeam for Him.

I'll be a sunbeam for Jesus;
I can if I but try;
Serving Him moment by moment,
Then live with Him on high.

A sunbeam, a sunbeam,
Jesus wants me for a sunbeam;
A sunbeam, a sunbeam,
I'll be a sunbeam for Him.

Before I head back home, my beloved bf actually sang that song to me! Hahaha... SO CUTE! Ahhh... Feel like hugging him! ^^ When I got back home..... I realize..... Actually the piano score that Ern and KM compose..... Hahaha.... IS WRONG! Hahaha... Partially.... I was laughing my lungs out when I heard the original song! Hahaha.... OK.... My post is too long ^^

=Sign off=

Friday, November 16, 2007

A song from God...

Listen, O heavens, and I will speak; hear, O earth, the words of my mouth.

Let my teaching fall like rain and my words descend like dew, like showers on new grass, like abundant rain on tender plants. I will proclaim the name of the LORD. Oh, praise the greatness of our God! He is the Rock, his works are perfect, and all his ways are just. A faithful God who does no wrong, upright and just is he.

They have acted corruptly toward him; to their shame they are no longer his children, but a warped and crooked generation. Is this the way you repay the LORD, O foolish and unwise people? Is he not your Father, your Creator, who made you and formed you? Remember the days of old; consider the generations long past. Ask your father and he will tell you, your elders, and they will explain to you. When the Most High gave the nations their inheritance, when he divided all mankind, he set up boundaries for the peoples according to the number of the sons of Israel. For the LORD's portion is his people, Jacob his allotted inheritance.

In a desert land he found him, in a barren and howling waste. He shielded him and cared for him; he guarded him as the apple of his eye, like an eagle that stirs up its nest and hovers over its young, that spreads its wings to catch them and carries them on its pinions.

The LORD alone led him; no foreign god was with him.

He made him ride on the heights of the land and fed him with the fruit of the fields. He nourished him with honey from the rock, and with oil from the flinty crag,with curds and milk from herd and flock and with fattened lambs and goats, with choice rams of Bashan and the finest kernels of wheat. You drank the foaming blood of the grape.

Jeshurun grew fat and kicked; filled with food, he became heavy and sleek. He abandoned the God who made him and rejected the Rock his Savior.

They made him jealous with their foreign gods and angered him with their detestable idols. They sacrificed to demons, which are not God— gods they had not known, gods that recently appeared, gods your fathers did not fear. You deserted the Rock, who fathered you; you forgot the God who gave you birth. The LORD saw this and rejected them because he was angered by his sons and daughters.

"I will hide my face from them," he said, "and see what their end will be; for they are a perverse generation, children who are unfaithful.

They made me jealous by what is no god and angered me with their worthless idols. I will make them envious by those who are not a people; I will make them angry by a nation that has no understanding. For a fire has been kindled by my wrath, one that burns to the realm of death below. It will devour the earth and its harvests and set afire the foundations of the mountains.

"I will heap calamities upon them and spend my arrows against them. I will send wasting famine against them, consuming pestilence and deadly plague; I will send against them the fangs of wild beasts, the venom of vipers that glide in the dust. In the street the sword will make them childless; in their homes terror will reign. Young men and young women will perish, infants and gray-haired men. I said I would scatter them and blot out their memory from mankind, but I dreaded the taunt of the enemy, lest the adversary misunderstand and say, 'Our hand has triumphed; the LORD has not done all this.' "

They are a nation without sense, there is no discernment in them.

If only they were wise and would understand this and discern what their end will be! How could one man chase a thousand, or two put ten thousand to flight, unless their Rock had sold them, unless the LORD had given them up?

For their rock is not like our Rock, as even our enemies concede. Their vine comes from the vine of Sodom and from the fields of Gomorrah. Their grapes are filled with poison, and their clusters with bitterness. Their wine is the venom of serpents, the deadly poison of cobras.

"Have I not kept this in reserve and sealed it in my vaults?

It is mine to avenge; I will repay. In due time their foot will slip; their day of disaster is near and their doom rushes upon them."

The LORD will judge his people and have compassion on his servants when he sees their strength is gone and no one is left, slave or free.

He will say: "Now where are their gods, the rock they took refuge in, the gods who ate the fat of their sacrifices and drank the wine of their drink offerings? Let them rise up to help you! Let them give you shelter!

"See now that I myself am He! There is no god besides me. I put to death and I bring to life, I have wounded and I will heal, and no one can deliver out of my hand. I lift my hand to heaven and declare: As surely as I live forever, when I sharpen my flashing sword and my hand grasps it in judgment, I will take vengeance on my adversaries and repay those who hate me. I will make my arrows drunk with blood, while my sword devours flesh: the blood of the slain and the captives, the heads of the enemy leaders."

Rejoice, O nations, with his people, for he will avenge the blood of his servants; he will take vengeance on his enemies and make atonement for his land and people.
(Deuteronomy 32)

A long long song indeed. It is a song given by the Lord to the Israelites. God asked to teach this song to them and have them sing it so that it may be a witness for God against them (Deu 31:19). This is a song that bring blessing as well as a curse to the people. There are many elements being mentioned in this song. However, the most interesting thing regarding this song is God already knows the people will go against Him. Isn't that great?

Sometimes, when we are going through trials, some of us tend to turn morbid or blame God for calamities that take place in our life. Pause for a moment and think again... Didn't God know what you are disposed to do? Even before you speak, He already know your words. Don't you think then, He will know what is best for you as He is looking at the big picture?

"I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us." (Romans 8:18) How can you then complain that your suffering is really very hard to endure? Look at Jesus, didn't He suffered more than you?

Walking with Jesus is never a smooth sailing but God promised us great reward in heaven.... Press on and don't look back...

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Your Name

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我究竟是干什么啦?我似乎快要发疯啦。。。

看着圣经,申命记里头所说的话语,我都一一看得见。。 但,为何我的心依然如此? 突然间觉得很失望。。 难道,我所渡过的一切不够苦吗?为何还要接下去犯罪? 罪迎来的不是欢乐乃死亡!人毕竟是人,永远的罪人。。。 为何我就是那么的任性?

Rest is all I wish to have...

For the past few days, I don't really have a good night rest. My heart is burdened with something called "consequence of sins", in addition of baptism. Having tonnes of nightmares yet waking up forgetting most of them and having my heart beating very fast. Is that real, I woke up asking myself that question. I was terrified but I just sit there and close my eyes and hands together... Too many things in head, I guess ^^

Glad that I have finish my testimonial but the destination is still far away... May God leads me into His kingdom. It is a great opportunity to write out your life... It helps me to look back at my life. How I changed to be who I am right now, what I went through all this while etc. I struggled a lot while writing as it is really difficult to write. There's too much to write actually >.<"

Ok... At least it is done! GAMBATEH neh! 1 down, 2 more to go...

To those who are facing exams, gambateh ya! Make sure you have sufficient rest and do your best! ^^

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

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Monday, November 5, 2007

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还须等多久呢? 我真的好累。。。 这场战争似乎是败战。。。上帝,救救我呀。。。