Dare to complain anymore?

Dare to complain anymore?

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Puritans

Been looking back at my blog... I really didn't realise I went through all those stuff... It is good to look back at things sometimes... I have tears in eyes when I look back my past... Many things happened in my life... Ups and downs... But God never leave me... Even a single step... He is always besides me... I really am a spoilt brad... Not knowing the word "appreciation"...

I went through some blogs and I realise that people changed... How come not them? I really don't get it... Why is it so hard to move? Yes, I studied management subject... I know what is the "resistance of change" but all this are not physical things I am looking at but spiritually... Why putting me in such a shoe where I don't know what to do next and how to handle stuff? Strength and knowledge are things I need from God... I really don't know what to do next but to pray... I really wish to have a time off... I just applied for leave for September... I really don't wish to work anymore.. Enough... Enough of spending time in the library instead of spending time with God...

Having some difficulties in my life now but I know all this are under His sovereign control... I still believe that all His plan is to prosper us and never to harm us... I will need to be patient with His plan... I really wish I can go through this "wave"... My classes will be starting soon and I need to register before the 7th of September... Good news? The lecturer haven reply my mail regarding my scholarship and she is currently in Africa. I really don't know what to do with it... I regretted not handing in the letter earlier instead of waiting for my last semester result to come out. I know only one thing... God prepared everything... If He didn't want me to get it, He will surely provide me another way to support my study...

Having a lot in head... I don't know what is in front of me... I just want a life that is according to His will... I want to be one of the "Puritans"!

My eye ball

My Eye Ball Pictures.....

The picture above is my left eye. Did you all see the black color line? That is the nerve where mine are thicker than normal eye's nerve. The doctor still can't tell whether am I born with it or something caused that to happened but she said it is alright for now... Hopefully it is functioning well... Same situation with my right eye ball....

Cool pictures... I didn't realise how advance technology is... This is just a digital camera!

Yipee~

THANK GOD!!! My result is good! Thank God! I really thank God for being merciful towards me! Thank You for the blessing, God... Muahaha... Sir, I didn't flung my OB!! Muahahha...

Early morning, I took the LRT with my dad to KLCC... Yawn.. Tired... Yesterday didn't manage to sleep early as preparing my scholarship letter... Hope it is approve... >.<" Ok.. Back to my KLCC story... Chilling... Approaching Twin Tower Medical Center, push the foor open.... Walked in my doctor's room... Have a sit... Then... Around 10 minutes, I am being called in to see the doctor... Have some eyes test... 4 eye tests for each eyes! Gosh... Straining my eyes.. After the test, all I can see is "star".. Yipee.. The doctor said my eyes are alright for now but I need to go back for a yearly check up. =) Thank God I still can have the privilage to see things =) However, she reminded me that if I am not comfortable like how it was, I need to go back to her..

I still haven receive any mail from the medical center... I am actually waiting for my eyes pictures... A bit scary though.. Haha.. I will post it once I get my hand on it..

I am not working today... Suddenly, I felt so weird... Like nothing to do~ I watched 2 movie today but my eyes kept on closing.. I think is the medication... I took a nap.. and... I woke up at 8 something as it is so noisy downstair! I can hear it so clearly from my room! GOSH! It is like earthquake... My relatives came over my place... All chatting and laughing... =.=" My precious sleep.... Well... At least I know I am alright and my result was unexpected.... Now... Only left... Baptism, my spiritual life (must make sure I always check on it), family issues, scholarship, next semester, library, relationship with friends, etc.... So many things in head... As sir said... I am a worry pot hahaha... I still need to work on Friday, during culture night! GOSH! Really need to get a life!

*looking at the time, eye half close* ZZZZZzzzZZzzzzZzzzzzZZZZZZzzzzz.....

What is....

WHAT IS........

The most destructive habit......................Worry
The greatest joy...............................Giving
The greatest loss................Loss of self-respect
The most satisfying work...............Helping others
The ugliest personality trait.............Selfishness
The most endangered species.........Dedicated leaders
Our greatest natural resource...............Our youth
The greatest "shot in the arm"..........Encouragement
The greatest problem to overcome.................Fear
The most effective sleeping pill........Peace of mind
The most crippling failure disease............Excuses
The most powerful force in life..................Love
The most dangerous person..................A gossiper
The world's most incredible computer........The brain
The worst thing to be without................... Hope
The deadliest weapon.......................The tongue
The two most power-filled words..............."I Can"
The greatest asset..............................Faith
The most worthless emotion..................Self-pity
The most beautiful attire......................SMILE!
The most prized possession..................Integrity
The most powerful channel of communication.....Prayer

(Taken from: http://www.vbcnet.org/templates/System/details.asp?id=23751&PID=102491)

Things my mother taught me

I don't know what to say about this "story" that I came across the internet... Haha..

Things My Mother Taught Me

My Mother taught me LOGIC...
“If you fall off that swing and break your neck, you can't go to the store with me."

My Mother taught me MEDICINE...
"If you don't stop crossing your eyes, they're going to freeze that way."

My Mother taught me TO THINK AHEAD...
"If you don't pass your spelling test, you'll never get a good job!"

My Mother taught me ESP...
"Put your sweater on; don't you think that I know when you're cold?"

My Mother taught me TO MEET A CHALLENGE...
"What were you thinking? Answer me when I talk to you... Don't talk back to me!"

My Mother taught me HUMOR...
"When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don't come running to me."

My Mother taught me how to BECOME AN ADULT...
"If you don't eat your vegetables, you'll never grow up."

My mother taught me about GENETICS...
“You are just like your father!"

My mother taught me about my ROOTS...
"Do you think you were born in a barn?"

My mother taught me about the WISDOM of AGE...
"When you get to be my age, you will understand."

My mother taught me about ANTICIPATION...
"Just wait until your father gets home."

My mother taught me about RECEIVING...
"You are going to get it when we get home."

And my all time favorite thing- JUSTICE
"One day you will have kids, and I hope they turn out just like
YOU. Then you'll see what it's like."

Thunder and lighting

This is so cute.... Read it =) Enjoy...

THUNDER AND LIGHTNING

A small child walked daily to and from school. Though the weather one morning was questionable and clouds were forming, this child made the daily trek to the elementary school.

As the day progressed, the winds whipped up, along with thunder and lightning.

The mother was worried that her child would be frightened walking back home from school, and she herself feared the electrical storm might harm her child.

Following the roar of the thunder, lightning would cut through the sky like a flaming sword. Being concerned, the mother got into her car and drove along the route to her child's school. Soon she saw her small child walking along, but at each flash of lightning, the child would stop, look up at the sky and smile.

One followed another, each time with her child stopping, looking at the streak of light and smiling. Finally, the mother called and asked, "What are you doing!

Her child answered, " I'm smiling for God, He keeps taking pictures of me."

"Windshield wiper lesson from a child"

Hmmm... Lately I am so into stories.. Will be posting more and more story in my blog... Unattended blog... Hopefully there will be people reading all this short stories.. Do spent time reading.. It is just a short story.. God bless...

"WINDSHIELD WIPER LESSON FROM A CHILD"

One rainy afternoon I was driving along one of the main streets of town, taking those extra precautions necessary when the roads are wet and slick.

Suddenly, my son Matthew spoke up from his relaxed position in the front seat.

"Mom, I'm thinking of something."

This announcement usually meant he had been pondering some fact for a while and was now ready to expound all that his seven-year-old mind had discovered. I was eager to hear.
"What are you thinking?" I asked.

"The rain," he began, "is like sin and the windshield wipers are like God, wiping our sins away." After the chill bumps raced up my arms I was able to respond.

"That's really good, Matthew."

Then my curiosity broke in. How far would this little boy take this revelation?

So I asked... "Do you notice how the rain keeps on coming? What does that tell you?" Matthew didn't hesitate one moment with his answer:

"We keep on sinning, and God just keeps on forgiving us."

I will always remember this whenever I turn my wipers on. Isn't it comforting to know that God does keep forgiving us? That all we have to do is trust Jesus as our savior and He will keep washing our sins away.

Yes, it is true that God always forgive us when we sin, but never ever take that for granted! Fight your own desires and have a breakthrough in life!

I wish for u...

I found this while I am surfing the internet... Very cute... =) Enjoy..

I wish for you..

Comfort on difficult days,
Smiles when sadness intrudes,
Rainbows to follow the clouds,

Laughter to kiss your lips,
Sunsets to warm you heart,
Gentle hugs when spirits sag,

Friendship to brighten your being,
Beauty for your eyes to see,
Confidence for when you doubt,

Faith so you can believe,
Courage to know yourself,
Patience to accept the truth,
And love to complete your life.

Lord's voice

The Lord's voice?

This will give you the chills........GOOD chills.

A young man had been to Wednesday night Bible Study. The Pastor had shared about listening to God and obeying the Lord's voice. The young man couldn't help but wonder, "Does God still speak to people?" After service he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message. Several different ones talked about how God had led them in different ways.

It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home. Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, "God...If you still speak to people speak to me. I will listen. I will do my best to obey." As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk. He shook his head and said out loud, "God is that you?" He didn't get a reply and started on toward home. But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk. The young man thought about Samuel and how he didn't recognize the voice of God, and how little Samuel ran to Eli. "Okay, God, in case that is you, I will buy the milk." It didn't seem like too hard a test of obedience. He could always use the milk.

He stopped and purchased the gallon of milk and started off toward home. As he passed Seventh Street, he again felt the urge, "Turn Down that street." This is crazy he thought and drove on past the intersection. Again, he felt that he should turn down Seventh Street. At the next intersection, he turned back and headed down Seventh. Half jokingly, he said out loud, "Okay, God, I will". He drove several blocks, when suddenly, he felt like he should stop. He pulled over to the curb and looked around. He was in semi commercial area of town. It wasn't the best but it wasn't the worst of neighborhoods either. The businesses were closed and most of the houses looked dark like the people were already in bed.

Again, he sensed something, "Go and give the milk to the people in the house across the street." The young man looked at the house. It was dark and it looked like the people were either gone or they were already asleep. He started to open the door and then sat back in the car seat. Lord, this is insane. Those people are asleep and if I wake them up, they are going to be mad and I will look stupid." Again, he felt like he should go and give the milk.

Finally, he opened the door, "Okay God, if this is you, I will go to the door and I will give them the milk. If you want me to look like a crazy person, okay. I want to be obedient. I guess that will count for something but if they don't answer right away, I am out of here." He walked across the street and rang the bell. He could hear some noise inside. A man's voice yelled out, "Who is it? What do you want?"

Then the door opened before the young man could get away. The man was standing there in his jeans and T-shirt. He looked like he just got out of bed. He had a strange look on his face and he didn't seem too happy to have some stranger standing on his doorstep. "What is it?"

The young man thrust out the gallon of milk, "Here, I brought this to you." The man took the milk and rushed down a hallway. Then from down the hall came a woman carrying the milk toward the kitchen. The man was following her holding a baby. The baby was crying. The man had tears streaming down his face.

The man began speaking and half crying, "We were just praying. We had some big bills this month and we ran out of money. We didn't have any milk for our baby. I was just praying and asking God to show me how to get some milk."? His wife in the kitchen yelled out, "I ask him to send an Angel with some. Are you an Angel?"

The young man reached into his wallet and pulled out all the money he had on him and put in the man's hand. He turned and walked back toward his car and the tears were streaming down his face. He knew that God still answer prayers.

THIS IS A SIMPLE TEST....? If you believe that God is alive and well, send this to at least ten people and the person that sent it to you!!!!!!!!

This is so true. Sometimes it's the simplest things that God asks us to do that cause us, if we are obedient to what He's asking, to be able to hear. His voice more clear than ever. Please listen, and obey! It will bless you (and the world). Phil 4:13

This is an easy test, you score 100 or zero. It's your choice.
If you aren't ashamed to do this, please follow the directions. Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father."
Not ashamed? Pass this on, only if you mean it. Yes, I do Love you Lord.

Time doesn't wait....

To realize The value of a sister

Ask someone Who doesn't have one.

To realize The value of ten years:

Ask a newly Divorced couple.

To realize The value of four years:

Ask a graduate.

To realize The value of one year:

Ask a student who Has failed a final exam.

To realize The value of nine months:

Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn.

To realize The value of one month:

Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby.

To realize The value of one week:

Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize The value of one minute:

Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize the value of one-second:

Ask a person Who has survived an accident.

Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friend or family member : LOSE ONE.

Story time...

Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room.
She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?"
The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."
Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?"

The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair.
"Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked.

Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to
Sally.
The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the university for study. He said it
might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom." She went on, "My Jimmy ,had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could."

Sally walked out of Children's mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room. She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep. It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter.

The letter said:

"Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say I LOVE YOU. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stu ff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, wh en I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good-bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him?' "God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper.

Seeking apologies and being thankful

I really want to thank God for everything in my life. Everything is perfectly planned by Him... Facing many trials right now but I want to say thank you to all those people who faithfully keep me in their daily prayer. I really am grateful. I really appreciate all your time and effort being spent... Thank you... I was touched when I got to know many kept me in their daily prayer...

At the same time, I wanted to seek for forgiveness from those whom I have hurt them. Regardless of actions, words, mentally, spiritually nor physically. Sorry as I didn't learn it well to hold my tongue. Sorry as I didn't learn well to hold my actions. Sorry for not using my piggy brain before I do stuff nor speak. If I ever hurt you in anyway, I would like to apologies, young and old, I will want to sincerely seek for your forgivenss. Especially to my family, a uncle from the library team, KM, and "banana".

I got many blessing today... A friend of mine fetch me to college today as I didn't have my driving licence. Ended up I make him on fire... Sorry.... Sorry to "harass" your laptop without your permission as well... *sayang your laptop* Sorry.. Well, a "brother" of mine purposely wake up early to fetch me back to my place and he ended up late for class. Sorry... The best part of the day.... I got an oreo and sandwich as a blessing from two brothers in Christ... He made the sandwich himself! Though he is cool but I am really thankful and happy! It is delicious by the way! I really thank God for my life and thank God for all this people that He allowed me to meet with...

I actually have a burden in my since morning, though I am smiling but deep down in my heart, I know I am aching.... Let His will be done, just as I said to my friend as he was formatting the PC. Everything happened for a reason and I trust in Him as He never fail me. His plan is to prosper us and never to harm us. Hence, I put my trust in Him. I really am touched... Guess what... I am actually having tears in eyes when I am writting all this! I am in college lab! Gosh!

Thank you God for everything that happened in my life... May Your name be glorify.... Amen...

Bored~

Madness.... SUPER MADNESS.... I can't even go online T.T Stupid virus... Conquered my computer T.T I can't do anything right now.. I am now at my friend's house backing up my stuff. "Virus detected" is all I see... T.T Feel like crying... Why my computer? A big hand to my brother who "invites" virus into my PC. Gone case...

I am so so so so not use with my life now... I can't do my stuff! I can't go online and check my duty schdule, I can't update my blog, I can't write my scholarship letter, I can't listen to MP3, so many stuff I can't do! I am basically at home reading my bible and watching TV. However, I am spending more time with myself and God.... Many interesting things happened in my life. Tonnes of important decisions to made and at the same time holding on to God's word. Many in head... Heavy... I am like a ET now... Hehe...

I broke one of my promise towards God T.T REPEND! Tomorrow I going to make things right. Constantly praying for myself, family and friends. I really wish to have a change life. I want a life that is strking for perfection. A life that God wants me to live. Thought it is hard but I know by God grace and mercy I can and will have a better life. I wish to get baptise this year, may He opens ways for me. Everything seems so impossible in my life but through God, I know all things are possible. May He lead me and guide me.

Keep me in prayer.... I really need strength! GAMBATEH~~