A special thanks to all...

Many things took place within this few days. I learnt many things through small small things in life though =) Am thankful for all things and all those people whom God sent forth to remind me of all those things that I considered as minor, yet playing a big role in life.

My birthday is history, but I wish to take this opportunity to thank all those who took so much effort to make that day a memorial day for me. A special thanks to my family and their presents. A special thanks to those who bought me a cake, a special thanks to those who celebrated my birthday with me, a special thanks to those who went out with me and treat me dinner, a special thanks to those who gave me a present, a special thanks to those who spent their precious time and money to call me from a far away land (I don't expect your calls, especially Mr. Carrot. I really didn't expect that!!), a special thanks to a friend who purposely spent his time collecting McPuppy for me, a special thanks to those who messaged me and convey their wishes. The list goes on and on... But nevertheless, with a heart of thanksgiving, I am thankful for having the opportunity to meet with all these people and having the opportunity to have another on earth.

Well, to be honest, I was shock and surprise with all those celebration, as I mentioned earlier, I didn't expect myself to celebrate my birthday this year, but I really appreciate much on your effort, time and money spent on me. Thankful because I know I don't deserve all those.

My birthday lesson?
1) CAKES ROCK
2) Be content and complain less
3) Always be thankful with what I have because I am undeserving yet God is gracious to bless me all things.
4) The importance of friendship and family bounding.
5) Do what is necessary as a child of Papa and leave the rest in His hand.

OK, few more weeks to endure and I will be finish with my semester 1. Hopefully all things will go on well =) Gambateh neh!! *Busy mode on*

BIRTHDAY CAKE le??? ^.^

* Riddle answer is available now.... Check it out.... Especially to those who are unable to solve it ^.^ *

In few more days I would be celebrating my birthday. That's also if there's any.... Am too pack with work until I got so sad with the fact that I won't be able to celebrate my birthday this year. OK, I like cakes.... OK, I like to eat a lot of sweet things.... BUT BUT BUT!!!!! Hey, birthday without cake is not a birthday to me!!! Hehehe... Ok.... There's no solid reason behind it, but that's 633's THEORY mah..... Ok.... I'm just being greedy.... BUT!!!!! CAKE must be there =P Thank God my family will always remember that and always buy me a cake... Hehehe....

Don't know why birthday always excite me a lot.... Well, though I am getting older but I am thankful for the fact that I privilege enough to go through that every year ^.^ Having one more day on earth, having one more day to learn more things, having one more day to do this and that, don't you feel happy rather than mourning with the fact that you are getting old? =) Most importantly, you can have a CAKE all for yourself.... Kekekekekek.... OK... Getting too "sot" already... Heading back to work.... Ta ta...

A sad song + tonnes of assignment + FYP == mad 33

Listening to a song that I used to listen to it long ago... All I can say is... It brings back memory... Whether for good or for bad, I lost the definition on it.. Somehow, the sadness of the song affected my mood to continue on with my work.

Allowing my imagination to go wild for just a moment.... Allowing myself to be like a mad girl sitting in front of the computer, with a aching back, writing this post. Bah... I should be outside watching movie with my friends!!! Cis cis cis... But nevertheless, I think I will fall asleep in the cinema since it pass my bed time.. Haha...

Ok... Got to run................ Run to a place where no one can find me............ Lock myself up............. And.................................... "tum" Fall on the bed and sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Night....

Proverbs

Reading the last 2 chapter of Proverbs really encouraged me to examine myself. One is written by Agur and the latter chapter by King Lemuel.

Proverbs 30 is an eye opening for me on how I should pray for myself and how I should spent more time in examining myself. Most importantly, how I should spent more time with the Lord.

7"Two things I ask of you, O LORD;
do not refuse me before I die:

8 Keep falsehood and lies far from me;
give me neither poverty nor riches,
but give me only my daily bread.

9 Otherwise, I may have too much and disown you
and say, 'Who is the LORD ?'
Or I may become poor and steal,
and so dishonor the name of my God.

How many of us would spent time thinking of their spiritual state instead of spending their time watching television, playing computer games, etc? I respect Agur because from his proverbs I can see that he really spent time in examine himself and asked the Lord to take away all those things that will hinder him in one way or another to serve the Lord almighty.

What then should be my bench mark to be a godly? Proverbs 31:10-31 will be a good guide for a lady.

10 A wife of noble character who can find?
She is worth far more than rubies.

11 Her husband has full confidence in her
and lacks nothing of value.

12 She brings him good, not harm,
all the days of her life.

13 She selects wool and flax
and works with eager hands.

14 She is like the merchant ships,
bringing her food from afar.

15 She gets up while it is still dark;
she provides food for her family
and portions for her servant girls.

16 She considers a field and buys it;
out of her earnings she plants a vineyard.

17 She sets about her work vigorously;
her arms are strong for her tasks.

18 She sees that her trading is profitable,
and her lamp does not go out at night.

19 In her hand she holds the distaff
and grasps the spindle with her fingers.

20 She opens her arms to the poor
and extends her hands to the needy.

21 When it snows, she has no fear for her household;
for all of them are clothed in scarlet.

22 She makes coverings for her bed;
she is clothed in fine linen and purple.

23 Her husband is respected at the city gate,
where he takes his seat among the elders of the land.

24 She makes linen garments and sells them,
and supplies the merchants with sashes.

25 She is clothed with strength and dignity;
she can laugh at the days to come.

26 She speaks with wisdom,
and faithful instruction is on her tongue.

27 She watches over the affairs of her household
and does not eat the bread of idleness.

28 Her children arise and call her blessed;
her husband also, and he praises her:

29 "Many women do noble things,
but you surpass them all."

30 Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting;
but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised.

31 Give her the reward she has earned,
and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.

Yes, charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised. May I continue to obey Him and be worthy far more than rubies.

Happy vs uncomfortable

Currently taking my 15 minutes break from my CIMISO. Madness assignment, my draft is getting longer and longer (-.-)" I'm not sure whether is that a good or a bad thing. I just hope whatever is my in draft is according to the lecturer's expectation, else, I'm as good as dead. Ah... Planning is harder than I thought it is.... >.<" Nevertheless, I am still learning, so... Be patience and stay focus ya!

Happy because I am learning to plan before writing. "failure to plan is planning to fail."
Happy because I manage to wake up a little bit earlier than yesterday.
Happy because I "stole" a comfortable pillow from 737 and family.
Happy because I am still alive today and able to carry on my daily work ^.^

Uncomfortable because I am still having back pain.
Uncomfortable because I am still a little hurt due to a friend who betray my trust.
Uncomfortable because I am still unable to give in my full concentration because my neighbor's dog is barking the whole day for no reason.
Uncomfortable because I my eye lids seem to close down all the time. ZZZZzzzzZZzzzzz
Uncomfortable because I have tonnes of assignments to work on. Sigh...

Bah... Though there are many reasons to be uncomfortable, but it shouldn't be a reason or excuse for me for not doing what I am suppose to do. Though there are many reasons to be sad rather than happy in life, but God gave me more reasons to smile even though the sky is currently dark. Press on ya 633! Gambatte neh!

To all who are facing "peak hour", good luck and gambatte neh!
OK~ Back to work! ^^

Riddle...

Here is the email passed by one of my friends. It's quite fun I think... Let's get started...

A man wanted to get into his work building, but he had forgotten his code. However, he did remember five clues. These are what those clues were:

The fifth number plus the third number equals fourteen.
The fourth number is one more than the second number.
The first number is one less than twice the second number.
The second number plus the third number equals ten.
The sum of all five numbers is 30.

What were the five numbers and in what order?

For those who do not receive the email contains the same riddle from me, will reveal the answer by next week... =P

Have Fun in solving the riddle...

Lin ^ ^

(Taken from http://linda_tan.blogs.friendster.com/4nswer_me/)

For answer, view the above link next week, I am so lazy to post out the answer =P

Answer (From Ms Huat Huat, taken from her blog....)

Take the 5 numbers as: a, b, c, d, e

Based on the clues:
e + c = 14
d = 1 + b
a = 2b – 1
b + c = 10
a + b + c +d + e = 30

… to make it easier let’s make every number has the same variable (this case take ‘b’ as the standard)

a = 2b -1
c = 10 – b
d = 1 + b
For e, 14 – e = c in which, c = 10 – b, substitute these 2 formula
14 – e = 10 – b
4 = e – b
e = 4 + b

The substitute all the formulas above to
a + b + c +d + e = 30
(2b-1) + b + (10–b) + (1+b) + (4+b) = 30
4b + 14 = 30
4b = 16
b = 4

a = 2b – 1
a = 7

c = 10- b
c = 6

d = 1 + b
d = 5

e = 4 + b
e = 8

Now, the man can enter the office with this code: 74658

Some might have more effective way in solve this riddle, anyway, as long as it can let the man enter the office, it should be fine. Haha =P

给自己的一巴掌。 清醒！勤劳的读书！！

“样衰”这两个字似乎刻在我额头上，今天， 真的，真的，难以形容。。。 话语似乎太肤浅， 如果真的要我形容。。。

似乎上帝正在考验我的忍耐度。。 所谓的一言既出， 驷马难追， 话语，真的要很小心。一个开玩笑真的能够害死人。。 就说嘛，做人要认真！嘿， 总不听话！成长啦， 刘珊杉！！！

小狗又闹事了。。似乎快把我气坏了。今早，在我房门前不断的“敲”门，仿佛在叫我起身与请安，也就顺便倒了“一杯茶”在我的房门前。害得我，床都还没起， 就给大哥痛骂一顿。好消息？我起得蛮早的。

唉声叹气又有何用？ 倒不如，振作起来，面对事实， 勇敢的走下去！用工读书啊！！！！！

祷告。。

祷告。。祷告。。 就只有神明白事理。。。
祷告。。祷告。。 就只有神明白我心。。。
祷告。。祷告。。 就只有神明白事情的过去与未来。。。
祷告。。祷告。。 就只有神明可以为我解决一切的烦恼。。。
祷告。。祷告。。 就只有神明能从泥坑里求我出来。。。
祷告。。祷告。。 就只有祷告。。。

Malaysia

Got a little shock on what Tun Mahathir said..... *Deleted post*

Weight it right and the choice is in your hand, thus, chose wisely.

*Additional*
Have a look on today's newspaper on Dr M's opinion on the video..

Video clip a distortion, says Dr M

KUALA LUMPUR: Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad has expressed regret at the use of a video clip that purportedly showed he admitted that he had framed Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim.

Dr Mahathir said those who attended the talk understood the context of his speech but the Opposition took one part and distorted it.

His son, Datuk Mokhzani Mahathir, said his father explained what had actually taken place at a Barisan Nasional gathering in Shah Alam on Monday.

He said the family was aware of how the video clip had been distorted and used to mislead the public.

The video clip has been posted on Opposition websites to give the impression that Dr Mahathir had confessed to the purported trumped-up charges.

At the gathering, Dr Mahathir also refuted claims that he was sympathetic to them, saying he had never supported them.

He also denied that his former political secretary, Datuk Seri Aziz Abdul Shamsuddin, had a hand in the 1998 court case against Anwar.

Dr Mahathir reiterated that he received information from the police and then discussed it with the mentris besar and Umno supreme council members before a decision was made.

Taken from: http://thestar.com.my/election/story.asp?file=/2008/3/5/election2008/20543387&sec=election2008

Have a bad day..

When all things seem so difficult, when everything seems so impossible, when all things went wrong when you least expect it, when everything fade away, God's word will stands forever.

Stand up, face it, complain less, endure it and press on. Look upwards and not backwards.

Enjoy the song that I just uploaded... It's a song that manages to cheer me up when I am so stress up and disappointed with myself today... Thanks to Thong Thong for that song ^^ *If you are reading this... *

737's faults....

(-.-)" I don't believe it..... I really can't..... How on earth I manage to lost 4 plates of chicken rice to 737??? HOW??? Cis.... Nevertheless, it's quite funny looking at my friends' reaction. Especially that "girl" that asked "Is he a Christian"..... REALLY SPEECHLESS MAN! One was preparing tonnes of bible verses waiting to counsel me, one shook his head and I presume that was a disappointment on me? While another had his mouth wide open with a disbelieve expression.

Habis reputasiku.... Walaupun bertapa sepiku dalam hidupku, ku tak akan buat perkara secara membabi buta ok! All 737's faults!!!! Cis..... Well, it's a good test being carried out though. To know where I stand in the eye's of my friends. Though I trusted you all not to fall into his LIES..... Shih..... I'm really anticipating for ice cream yesterday! Bah................... Don't like 737 anymore.... Bluek....

Election is here...

*Driving around the place*
People are currently so busy putting up "advertisement" as the voting date is approaching. Many are busy thinking of strategies to win votes, thinking of who to vote, thinking who will be leading Malaysia after this and many more. Well, I only know one thing for sure, I bet after the election, the street will be full of "rubbish" thanks to all those flyers. Hahaha...

Have you register for the election? Well, I think most of the youngsters my age will not be bothered by the election and continue on with their life. As for me, being a responsible citizen *Ahem* got myself registered and ready for the election to come. My only problem.... Emmmm.... Who to vote?

Yes, though 1 vote looks like a small number, however, this 1 vote might be the vote that determines who rules your nation and yes, it will affect your life as long as you are staying in Malaysia. Thus, pray much that whoever got selected are capable to run the country well. I do hope things will be better after this. Hopefully God's words can be bring forth into this nation. Reminded me of what William Wilberforce did in US. A man full with sickness yet nevertheless able to abolish slave trade in US with God's strength. May God saves sinners.

Open discussion

Open discussion:

If you are driving during wee hours and there's a traffic light before you, you are suppose to stop your car because it's red. However, when you look left and right, you realize there's no car on the opposite road, thus, you violate the law and cross the road. You did that because you know you will not meet any accident since there's no other cars around that time. In addition, you are too lazy to stop your car and wait for the traffic light to turn green.

However, this turns out to be your worst nightmare because there's a policeman waiting for you on the opposite road and anticipate to take down your license number and gave you a big "ang pow".

p/s There's NO emergency involve in this case. Purely violation of the law.

Question: Is it ethical or not for the policeman to let you go without giving you a saman or should he charge you for violating the road law?

This is one of the question posted to us during our CMI class. There's no right and wrong answer, according to my lecturer, it's your own judgment and opinion. Please put in your justification if you are supporting one of the statement above. Feel free to comment on this, IF there's any reader reading my blog. >.<"

Anger...

I am in a stage of feeling angry and confuse. Angry because of my lecturer's words and teaching style. Confuse because I don't understand how come my college is not taking any actions towards my lecturer.

Firstly, I am angry because the lecturer used 1 hour of the class, talking to the guys in the class regarding their assignment and totally ignored the girls in the class. Secondly, he used the another 1 hour to discussed a case study that he previously discussed. Thirdly, he said something that totally shut me off. He claimed that Datuk Seri Dr Chua Soi Lek doesn't go through ethical study or lack of ethical study because he admitted that he is the person in the sex DVD and later on resigned his position as Health Minister, MCA vice-president, Johor MCA chief and Labis MP. My lecturer claimed that Datuk should have shut up and don't admit his action and continue on with his responsibility.

I was.... SHOCK.... Totally shock.... Is that ethical??? Is my lecturer then cultivating a bad attitude in my class? How can he teaches us not to admit our wrong and continue with life? Doesn't he feels the guilt in him? Where is his dignity? A person who did something wrong, definitely will need to bear the consequences. Same goes to me...

You can hide, you can run away from people but you can never run away from God's eyes. By the way, I respect Datuk Chua for his courage to admit his wrong because I know it's difficult to do such an act but that's the right way to do so.

漫长的路

累。。。漫长的路。。 似乎永看不见劲头。。 各位好好的加油哦！ 一起走过这些功课, 一起毕业，一起带四方帽哦！那个时候，我一定要妈妈买冰淇淋给我吃！！！ 呵呵。。。 *睡觉*

Happy Valentine's day to all

Happy valentine's day to all the readers.

Yes, it's a very special day to many out there but does anyone remember God when they are happily celebrating their day with their loved ones? Don't you think that it is because of the opportunity given by God therefore you are able to meet with all you loved ones? Don't you realize that without God, who first loves you, you can't even love another person?

Don't you then wish to have an eternal life with your loved one? You can... Because God has provided us a way... Repent of you sin and trust in Him and only Him alone. Now then how long do you wish to linger outside of God's kingdom? How long? Until the point where you are going to die, then only you start panicking? Don't you think it is useless then when you don't even know when you are going to leave this world? Repent of your sin and come to Christ as no one else can save you expect for Him.

Ahh... Getting emotional... I think it's because someone passed away lately and it triggered me to think even more regarding life..

Anyway, Happy Valentine's day to all and may you have an enjoyable time with your loved ones ^^

Deadlines....

人蠢真的没药医。。。

Everything seems so near.... Deadlines, deadlines and more deadlines to fulfill. Nothing on hand, just a lazy, undisciplined , best procrastinator on the earth in my blood.. *pump in more petrol* Gambateh neh!!!! Mustn't give up so early, I still have time!

I just hope that I am able to finish it on time... Sigh.... Anticipate for Wednesday.....

Hometown mode...

It's really good to be home.... Not KL but my hometown... I really miss my relatives!!!!! Well, obviously they missed me a lot as they bought a lot of foods for me! JUST FOR ME!!! Hehehe.... Yes, they wanted me to gain some "meat" and I did!! Hahaha... But the most important thing is... I really enjoyed my trip back there...

Till then.... I'm tired.... Night night... Happy CNY!

Rubbish... Out you go...

It's Chinese New year again... May all the readers have a blessed year ahead! ^^

Never knew going back my granny's place is so anticipating!!!! I'm leaving tomorrow.... I haven start packing yet though... I'm so dead!!! Well, before I go back to my hometown, I did something that I should do long ago... Yes, after all this year, I at last manage to click that "delete" button and take away all my rubbish and put it in the rubbish bin.... So many rubbish to throw away from my life! May I do it step by step yet not procrastinating things! May God continue on to guide and lead me... Look forward and press on!

It's a brand new year, and it will be a brand new start for me... This year is my last year.... After this year, I will be free... Free from my promise as well as free from my college. May I persevere on...

轰隆。。。

Awaken by a shout..... A shout not from heaven but from a friend... Suddenly everything flash back.... Now I realized how naive I was and how stupid I was to write that mail.... At last, I deleted all those things that I need to delete long ago... Things that are categorized as "rubbish", I think there's a urgent need for another "house cleaning"...

I'm now so reluctant to send things to others.... Should I or should I not?? Between right and wrong, it is just separated with a fine line.... Which side am I standing then? Your means and actions.. Are they right before God? Guide me O Lord. Guide me!