Unattended blog...

Wao... For quite some time this blog is unattended. Thanks to something that I am playing with currently.. A hectic week I can say... I just finish my final exam for my diploma and one weeks has past! Time really flies... When is the last time you all stop your horses and take a rest? Well, after so many months of torturing life, I decided to make full use of my first week of my holiday... To do something that I long for so long so long... SHOPPING! I went out shopping for 2 days and I ended up with a very big pocket but with a very big hole as well... =.="

Due to that matter, starting from next week, I will be working like mad... Turning to a workaholic very very soon. From a dweeb changing to be a workaholic... Sad case... Well, this is the life of APIIT... What else can I ask for more? So many pending job on hand... I can hardly breathe... Suffocating... Scholarship, library, result, family, friends, self, and many more! Worrying too much... Head can't stop spinning... I can hardly sleep early...

Lately I am facing stomach ache and my hand is killing me as well... I think I didn't eat according to the meal time... Every part of my body is not functioning well I think... Hmm.. Praying for healing to take place... Let His will be done..

It is late... I need to rest now as I am working tomorrow morning... I will be updating something interesting on the next post.. I hope I can... =) Till then take care... May the spirit of the Lord be with each and everyone of you.

To those who are facing exam and assignments

Father Lord, I uphold each and everyone who are rushing their assignment or having their test into Your might hand. I pray that Lord, You will take away their worries and problems, may Your peace from above rain down on them. I pray that Lord, You will help them to give the best out of themselve in their task. I pray that Lord, Your knowledge and wisdom will be upon them so that they can solve all those questions they have in hand. I pray that lord You will help them to manage their time well so that they can hand in their answer on time. May You Lord be with them. All this I pray in Jesus name. Amen.

* I know many are stress out and I am not sure how many will read my blog but I will keep you all in prayer... Have faith in God and push forward... Seek Him first and others will be done for you... =) Take care brothers and sisters...

Psalm

Happy is the worshipper of the Lord, who is walking in his ways. You will have the fruit of the work of your hands: happy will you be, and all will be well for you.

[Psalm 128:1-2]

To You

Hillsong

To You

Here I stand forever in

Your mighty hand

Living with Your promise

Written on my heart

I am Yours

Surrendered wholly to You

You set me in Your family

Calling me Your own

Now I

I belong to You

Lord I need

Your Spirit Your word Your truth

Hear my cry my deep desire

To Know You more

In Your name

I will lift my hands

To the King

This anthem of praise I bring

Heaven knows

I long to love You

With all I am

I belong to You

Dream ceiling

Got this from a E-mail... Was amaze by it...

I want this in my bedroom! I mean in my future house haha...

My dream... Sleeping under the SKY!!!

Thinking out of the box

Amazing people... I got this from a friend through E-mail... Enjoy the short yet meaningful story.. =)

You are driving along your car on a wild, stormy night, it's raining heavily, when suddenly you pass by a bus stop, and you see three people waiting for a bus:

1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die.

2. An old friend who once saved your life.

3. The perfect partner you have been dreaming about.

Which one would you choose to offer a ride to, knowing very well that there could only be one passenger in your car? Think before you continue reading............

This is a moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a job application.

* You could pick up the old lady, because she is going to die, and thus you should save her first;

* or you could take the old friend because he once saved your life, and this would be the perfect hence to pay him back.

* However, you may never be able to find your perfect mate again.

The candidate who was hired (out of 200 applicants) had no trouble coming up with his answer. ......................................................

His answer:

"I would give the car keys to my Old friend and let him take the lady to the hospital. I would stay behind and wait for the bus with the partner of my dreams."

Sometimes, we gain more if we are able to give up our stubborn thought limitations... and begin to "Think Outside of the Box"!

Never shall I leave you; never will I forsake you.

HILLSONG UNITED
Fall

I love to worship You, my God
I love to worship You, my Lord
And see Your Spirit fall in power
Your love unfolding
Gifts from heaven

I love to worship You, my God
I love to worship You, my Lord
And feel Your precious
Breath of heaven
Your all consuming love

Holy Spirit come in power
Change my heart
I want to live for You, my God
Let Your Spirit come in power
Change my life
That I may live for You my Lord
Fall on us Lord

So I yearn for You
Long to see You move
Lord, I lift my hands before my King and pray

Suddenly, during cell group, I wanted to sing this song so much.. Specially the Bridge... "So I yearn for You, Long to see You move. Lord, I lift my hands before my King and pray" This song is basically singing out my feeling... I really long for His move in my life... In my heart, there is a small little voice asking me to turn the the book of Hebrew. He showed me a verse... Hebrew 13:5 - 6

"because God has said "Never shall I leave you; never will I forsake you."
so we say with confidence, "The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?"

Never felt the comfort for a very long time... The warmness of His embrace, His love... His everything... Once again I am being filled... Once again He told me that He is always besides me... I was basically "stoning" as I never expect that He will said "Never shall I leave you; never will I forsake you." in Hebrew! I didn't even realise that there's such verse there! Looking once again at my life... I can only have one sentence..

"The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?"

Peace be with you...

To a person that I hardly know,

I was shock by your action, very shock indeed... If you are reading my blog, I just want you to know that God is watching you. What ever you do, what ever you said, what ever you think, God knows... It doesn't matter whether you acknowledge the present or God or not. As God is there, not because you think He is there.. He is there even before the creation of the world whether or not you acknowledge His present.

All I can do is to pray for you and may God lead you back to His embrace. Internet is a modern technology that allowed us to communicate with each other. The existance of the internet manage to made the world "smaller"... However, human will always be human.... When they are given a chance to use the internet they tend to misuse it... I can assure you that what you did is wrong... Not only it is wrong in terms of the law but also in God's eye. If you think that the government can't do anything about you let me tell you that God CAN!

May the peace of the Lord be with you...

Heavenly Father, as I uphold this person into Your hand may You Lord forgive all his sin and wash away his sin. I pray that Lord you would soften his heart, open his ears and open his eyes. I pray that Lord, You will give him an opportunity to know You and to see You. I pray that Lord, You will reveal Yourself to him. Speak to him personally and guide him out of his sinful nature. I pray that Lord, You will use me mightily to help this person. Let Your will be done in our life O Lord. Uphold my prayer into Your hand, may You Lord listen to my prayer and answer them. All this I pray in the name of Jesus. Amen.

*peace*

NO LIFE AWAY FROM GOD

Two brothers go to a lake to play with a little boat that they had made. The younger boy excitedly places it in the water and watches it sail. The boat slowly begins to drift away, until it is out of his reach. With great fear, he cries out for his elder brother, to save the boat. The elder boy immediately picks up some stones and begins to throw it at the boat. The younger boy starts to yell at him saying, "what are you doing, I said save my boat, not destroy it!?" The elder boy responds, "Relax. I know what I am doing?" He begins to throw the stones, past the boat, causing ripples to form, and that draws the boat closer to the shore. Finally the boat is back in its owner's arms.

A lot of us are sometimes like that little boat. Sin causes us to drift away from God. Then we find so many things going wrong in our lives and wonder why. Sometimes God throws stones 'at us', not to harm us but to cause ripples in our lives that will draw us back to Him and not further away. The more we live our lives according to what WE think is right, the more we will be discouraged, because there is NO LIFE AWAY FROM GOD. God is our source of power, strength, peace and joy.

Whatever your problem may be, don't look at it as a punishment but a challenge to better your self. God has the power to turn things around in your life and He will do it. Problems are always there, but for a reason, that is to make us better and not bitter. How we choose to respond to our problem will determine the results that we get in the end. This is our God.


He can turn a MESS into a MESSAGE

A TEST into a TESTIMONY

A TRIAL into a TRIUMPH

A VICTIM into a VICTOR .

I have no idea why but when I got this from a friend through E-mail, I cried when I am reading it. Though it is a short story but the lesson and moral of the story is so meaningful... Everything He made it so perfectly.. When I needed strength the most, He filled me once again.. Thank you Lord...

Return to me...

Suddenly I ran out of topic for this blog... I somehow am interested in creating a new blog... Don't know what to write so maybe a new environment will inspire me to write? All I know is I really need to go back to the Lord... All I want is once again to be in His embrace.. I am stress up... I can't concentrate on Him... It sound so easy.. The only requirement for me is to seek Him first... Yet I am not putting Him first... My determination is somehow not strong... I am not keen on what I am doing... Looking back at my diary, I realise how much I have change in terms of actions as well as attitude. I can see how God have blesses me and how God have bring me through all those trials that He set for me in order to test my faith.

I really hate being in the comfort zone... Though that is the time where I really can stop for a rest but somehow I forget who I really am... I started to have the "it's OK" attitude and things goes ugly... I am so drag away by worldly things... Money, power, study, people and many more... Currently finding my way back to Him.. Making sure that I turn on my "head light" by reading more of His words. Discipline is the word I need to learn and implement in my life.. Praying for a breakthrough is my goal now... May I stand firm...

God's word to me...

I have swept away your offenses like a cloud, your sins like the morning mist. Return to me, for I have redeemed you.(Isaih 44:22)

Discipline..

What a day... Just finish all the assessment... Really tired.. Suddenly I don't feel like studying anymore yet my final is next week... Crap.. Really tired! Really hate APIIT! Worn out... I am total worn out.. My presentation didn't go that well though.. Sigh.. Really wish I could get at least a B for that program.. I am really hopeless now.. Don't know what to do but leave everything in His hand..

Awaiting Saturday to come... Really wish to listen to the sermon... Hehe.. I need to be more discipline! Though I read my bible but I really need to tune back my sleeping hour! No more online chatting till so "early"! GRRR... DISCIPLINE! Sound so easy yet so hard to achieved... Hmm....

God Vs Devil

Found this in Friendster's bulletin area.. Enjoy..

GOD: Angels, do you know what I was just thinking about?

ANGELS: What were you thinking about?

GOD: Christians seem to have forgotten what kind of power they have available and the devil keeps on deceiving them!

ANGELS: God, exactly what are you driving at?

GOD : I have made my children in such a way that when the people of the world are sitting, they would be standing, when the world is standing, they will stand out, when the world stands out, my children must be outstanding and when the devil dares the world tobe outstanding, my people will be the standards to be used!

JESUS CHRIST: They (Christians) are also forgetting the words in Ephesians 1:3.

GOD:Please read it out!

ANGEL: PRAISE BE TO THE GOD AND FATHER OF OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST , WHO HAS BLESSED US IN THE HEAVENLY PLACES WITH EVERY SPIRITUAL BLESSING IN CHRIST .

ANGEL: So what do we donow since the end is almost near?

HOLY SPIRIT: MyPresence is still among men and I will teach and remind the Christians of all that we have discussed. I will also make sure that they pass this message on!

JESUS CHRIST: I will also keep on interceding for them and stand in for them even in their weaknesses.

GOD:I will also make sure that I give to all those who ask of me, seek me and try to find me . The blessings I have promised them through my son Jesus Christ will be delivered to all those who discover that I, Jehovah, I am ready to bless them! Not because of any special things that they have done, but just because I LOVE THEM!

JESUS CHRIST: I will also give all my followers who are willing to pass this conversation on, enough strength to carry on!

ANGELS: We are all backing THE TRINITY and even the devil cannot stop us! How funny! Christians are finally taking over and .......

DEVIL (eavesdropping behind the gates): I hope you all heard! I will deploy more troops (demons) and make sure the Christians pray less, read their Bibles less, preach less and make sure this mail does not move anywhere!

Also.....YOU SURE HEARD THAT! THE DEVIL WILL MAKE SURE YOU DO NOT PASS THIS ON BUT PROVE HIM WRONG AND SHOW HIM THE POWER YOU HAVE IN CHRIST JESUS AS A CHRISTIAN. PRAY MORE, STUDY THE WORD MORE AND PREACH THE WORD!DO NOT DISAPPOINT GOD ! PASS IT ON!

Love...

Love

kid asked Jesus:how much do you love me?

Jesus replied:I love you this much and he stretched his arms to the cross and died for us

kid asked Jesus: why are there so many wounds on ur body?

Jesus replied:These wounds show my love to you...

kid asked Jesus:why were you come to earth?

Jesus replied:Because of you... I came, I gave my life, so that you will have my eternal life...

kid asked Jesus:What should I do to pay the debt I owed to you?

Jesus replied:My son,this is ot a debt,but a gift from me to you...

kid asked Jesus: How can I receive your gift?

Jesus replied: Trust me... and receive me in your life

kid asked Jesus: What can I do for you, LORD?

Jesus replied: Just one thing.... Tell the world I love them

Lifeless dweeb....

Super stress... I am half died... Working on VB almost whole day! Can anyone go to APIIT and kill all the programming lecturer? But please show mercy to Mr David Foo.. Haha.. Still my CLHL le.. Hahaha.. I am super stress out... My program is either showing me error message or I found tones of missing elements here and there.. Everything look so weird and everything is not on the right track.. Darn!

3 something in the morning.. My eye bag and dark circle getting more visible... Pimples popping out like nobody business.. Coffee doesn't seems to work for my body anymore.. For the very very first time I drank coffee twice a day yet feeling tired and sleepy... What is wrong? I am darn tired... Please keep me in intense prayer.. Speacial thanks a brother that keep on supporting me in programming.. If he is not around I think I should be died by now... Thank you brother... Sorry for making you skipping your sleep as well.. Sorry...

Tired... Stress... HATE APIIT! LIFELESS NERD! LIFELESS DWEEB!

ERROR!

STRESS! Why my VB keep on showing my error? Did only some validation and thank God all those are working fine.. When I wanted to add in combo box list... ERROR keep popping out.. STUPID! HELP ME!!! Pray super super hard for me!

Strength, patient, knowledge and wisdom

STRESS UP! HELP! VB assignment need to hand in on Thursday and tomorrow I have a VB test! What is this? Sigh... Super stress out! GGRRRR... Programming only.. Lucky is VB... Lucky is CLHL (Opps.. Only those who understand my version of "Da Vinci Code" can have a laugh on this =P) Haha... I think my friends seriously will have goosebump haha... Eh he is a good lecturer no doubt on that.. =P

Really need strength, patient, knowledge and wisdom to handle all this... My walk with Daddy, my life, my family, my relationship with others, my study and my work... Everything... Wao... Sound so easy yet so hard to handle each and every one of them! Everything I need to try my level best to give the best of myself... Hmm.. Without His strength I don't think I can even be here.. May He continue to guide me and lead me.. May He open ways for me so that I can be like Jesus's disciples who walked out of the prison just like that...

Please keep me in intense prayer! Thank you all..

Repent...

Repent now as the time is near,
When will you "wake up" from your sin?
When will realise that those are unholy things?
Why are you holding on so tightly?
Do those things bring you joy?
Do those things bring you peace?
Do those things bring you love?
Most importantly, will those things bring you to God?

Repent now and come to the Lord,
God's plan is always perfect,
Each and every plans of His is unique and
we will never understand it
Though going through struggling,
Though going through persecution,
If we chose to follow Him and hold on tight
We will be vistorious
As His plan is to prosper us and never to harm us.
Therefore, repent now and come back to the Lord.

Bible verse for encouragement

I have swept away your offenses like a cloud,
your sins like the morning mist.
Return to me, for I have redeemed you.
(Isaih 44:22)

And we know that in all things God works
for the good of those who love him,
who have been called according to his purpose.
(Romans 8:28)

Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love,
for I have put my trust in you.
Show me the way I should go,
for to you I lift up my soul.
Rescue me from my enemies, O LORD,
for I hide myself in you.
Teach me to do your will,for you are my God;
may your good Spiritlead me on level ground.
For your name's sake, O LORD,
preserve my life;in your righteousness, bring me out of trouble.
In your unfailing love, silence my enemies;
destroy all my foes,for I am your servant.
(Psalm 143:8-12)

God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way
and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea,
though its waters roar and foam
and the mountains quake with their surging.Selah
There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God,
the holy place where the Most High dwells.
God is within her, she will not fall;
God will help her at break of day.
Nations are in uproar, kingdoms fall;
he lifts his voice, the earth melts.
The LORD Almighty is with us;
the God of Jacob is our fortress.Selah
Come and see the works of the LORD,
the desolations he has brought on the earth.
He makes wars cease to the ends of the earth;
he breaks the bow and shatters the spear,
he burns the shields with fire.
"Be still, and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth."
The LORD Almighty is with us;
the God of Jacob is our fortress.Selah
(Psalm 46)

But he said to me,
"My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness."
Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses,
so that Christ's power may rest on me.
That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight
in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties.
For when I am weak, then I am strong.
(2 corinthians 12:9-10)

I am not saying this because I am in need,
for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances.
I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty.
I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation,
whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.
I can do all this through him who gives me strength.
(Phil 4:10-13)

Your choice...

I will have a tough time starting from now onwards... If this is what God wants in my life, then let it be done... I am afraid and having a shaking faith didn't help me out much... However, God is merciful... He knows everything well... He knows my limitation well... I am almost worn out... All I have, I give it all out... Don't dare to say that is the best out of me, as I know I can do better but at this very moment that is what I can give... I really need strength, knowledge, wisdom and patient from above to settle all this.

Facing all this in life really break my heart for quite a while.. I didn't know that how to face the truth that worldly things really change a person's view and actions... I message the first person that came in my head... He help me analyse things and help me to understand people's thinking. I was encouraged by him... On that day, a message came in saying that God loves me... I have the peace in my heart...

Hmm... Just a few questions to ponder about... Will you change your attitude due to worldly stuff? For instant, will you work hard just because you want to be a millionaire? Will your attitude change due to chasing after money? Or should I say, will your definition of ethic change? Money, power and women can really make a different in a person life isn't it?

I am in a business field and what I learn from this field is... It is a wicked world out there... A business is a business of business... How people change after they became rich, how the definition of "ethic" change just because of gainng more profit, etc.. I don't need to list them all down and I believe all of you will know what is really happening out there... Besides that, I realise something as well... We should always have a "business plan" in life.. Looking long term instead of short term (depending on your financial though).

Why everyone yearn for short term profit? Avoid risk is most of them answered but are they really avoiding risk or putting themselve more on risk? For example, implementing technology in an organisation... If you are still using manual system and refuse to change, what will happen then? In a long run, will this benefit you? On the other hand, if you take the risk on implementing computerised system in the organisation, though it will be hard at first but when time passes by, will that not benefit your company? Which bring more benefit? If you are a CEO of a company, will you choose to implement it or will you choose to go ahead with your old system?

It is hard to accept things in such a sudden with addition now is my peak hour in my study (meaning tones of assignments, test and final exam is just around the corner). With my own strenght I can never achieve success.. With my own strength I can never please God... One friend once said to me that I should not always have "pleasing God" in my head... However, I ignore those words. Reason? Simple.. If I can please God, human will eventually be happy... Who is God? He is just, holy and he hate evil... Isn't that what human wants? In addition, human are never perfect. So which should you put as your priority? A perfect "person" as your main objective or a imperfect person? No need to tell me the answer for that but do ponder on that...

God showed me this verse in the bible...

Peter and the other apostles answered and said: “We ought to obey God rather than men.” —Acts 5:29

Who you choose to obey? The choice is your's...

Can I?

A broken spirit, a broken heart,
Can I ever be heal?
Can I ever be heard?
In humanity speaking
it is impossible for me to be heal
However in God nothing is impossible

That is all I have to offer to You,

Are You willing to receive it?

I am like a sheep,
always lost, always blur,
Living my life without a purpose
Living my life without a meaning
Not realising when will the wolf
come towards my way.
Now, are you still willing to guide me?

Holding on to Your promises,
Holding on to Your words,
yet I am still afraid,
becuase I am still human,
Living in the world
I tend to follow the pattern of the world...
Will you still take me as Your children then?

All I want now,
is just peace from above,
All I want now,
is just Your love,
All I want now,
is Your divine healing,
All I want now,
is Your guidance,
All I want now,
is just be a good daughter of Your's....
Can I?

《錯過一時，錯過一生》

《錯過一時，錯過一生》

生活有時陰差陽錯，你錯過了一時，就似乎錯過了一生。有個男孩，在學校的新生聯歡會上認識了一個女孩。女孩笑容入春花，聰明活潑，男孩對她幾乎是一見鍾情，卻沒有表露。因為男孩剛經過高中階段循規蹈矩式教育，對男女感情小心翼翼得令人難以置信，他想：「再等等吧，等一切成熟些，再向她說。」

一年多後的一個夜晚，男孩終於鼓足勇氣約女孩出來，向她表達了心中的愛意。沒想到，平時口齒伶俐的女孩結.結巴巴地說：「我......我想我不能接受......你的好意，一個星期之前......我已經......接受了另一個......男孩......我真得......不知你......會喜歡我......」女孩說完就跑掉了，沒有讓男孩看到她濕潤的眼睛。

後來，有人看到男孩同學校的校花經常出雙入對，大家都以為他看中了校花的美貌，誰也沒有注意，校花有著和女孩一樣的春花般的笑容，非常相似，所以誰都沒有發現男孩的苦心。但是沒多久，男孩與校花的愛情就以分手告吹。

大學生活很快就結束了。畢業後，女孩披上了嫁衣成了別人的新娘，而男孩再沒有戀愛過。因為他清楚，只有這個女孩才是他今生唯一的至愛。男孩從朋友那裡輾轉打聽到女孩的生日和地址，每到女孩生日時，他就會叫人送去九朵鬱金香，但他卻不知道女孩最喜歡什麼花，他自己最喜歡鬱金香。男孩知道女孩已為人婦，所以他從來不在卡片裡留下姓名和聯絡好號碼，他不想因為自己的感情而影響女孩的生活。

幾年時間轉眼就過去了，男孩依然是形單影隻，依然記得每年都送花給女孩。就在女孩生日的前兩天，男孩參加了一個同學聚會，他聽說女孩在這幾年裡經歷了兩次離婚，如今也是獨身，心裡又是心疼又是高興。他為女孩遭遇了感情的不幸而心疼，又為自己再次有了機會而高興......終於等到女孩的生日！男孩在卡片裡寫下幾個字：「你知道我在愛你嗎？！」男孩英俊的臉上灑滿了笑意與希望，逕直向街心走去......

就在那時，一輛逆行的貨車撞倒了他......

女孩在收到鬱金香的同時也收到了男孩的死訊。女孩明白了一切，她把自己鎖在房間裡哭了整整一夜。疋回想起多年前的那個夜晚，男孩對她表白。她一直不知道, 這近十年來，男孩是如此執著而痴心地愛著她！想到這裡，她就哭得更傷心，奔瀉的淚水將鬱金香浸染得無限淒美。女孩知道，她失去了今生難遇難求的至愛。

然而，長眠的男孩永遠也不知道，女孩最喜歡的，正是鬱金香啊......

What is life? I read a lot of story like this... Even I myself experienced incident like this in my life... Appreciate people around you... Words are easy to come out from a human's mouth but I clearly understand that it is hard to carry out the action.... We will never appreciate things around us untill we really loose it...