明天就是新的开始

心里忐忑不安，很期待聚会但却怛这开始也会是我的终点。不知不觉，祷告的心变得如此的沉重，字语似乎无法描述此刻的我。一个多星期的祷告与期待，等待的就是这一刻。希望上帝对疲惫的我怜悯。谢谢您以诗歌提醒了我，你都在。感恩！

1 What a friend we have in Jesus,
all our sins and griefs to bear!
What a privilege to carry
everything to God in prayer!
O what peace we often forfeit,
O what needless pain we bear,
all because we do not carry
everything to God in prayer!

2 Have we trials and temptations?
Is there trouble anywhere?
We should never be discouraged;
take it to the Lord in prayer!
Can we find a friend so faithful
who will all our sorrows share?
Jesus knows our every weakness;
take it to the Lord in prayer!

3 Are we weak and heavy laden,
cumbered with a load of care?
Precious Savior, still our refuge--
take it to the Lord in prayer!
Do your friends despise, forsake you?
Take it to the Lord in prayer!
In his arms he'll take and shield you;
you wilt find a solace there.

仰望星空

“等不到天黑， 你看不见星星的美”

也许，在最黑暗的时刻， 咋们才可以开始看见光亮的星星。。虽然不了解， 也有了少许的混乱， 但， 今天， 上帝告诉我， “不要怕，只要信”。 即使黑暗渐渐靠近， 我们还是可以抬起头， 仰望着天空的美，因为一概都由他来掌管与安排。 

我只能为你画一张小卡片记

喧哗的城市里，找不了一个属于自己的地方。
茫茫人海中，看见了自己的微小。
看见他人脸上挂着的微笑，心里开始觉得生活似乎是一场梦。

曾经因为一个夕阳，一朵漂浮的云，抬头仰望着天空，就会觉得兴奋， 快乐。
但， 现在，又有多少人以失去了这平凡的幸福？
可能你会自我安慰的说，“明天还看得见啊，为何那么注重这种小事？”
然而，现在的我，就只想看今天的云彩与夕阳。
一旦过去了，就只剩下，淡淡的悔意与挽不回的过去。

心情不好时，我都喜欢游泳。
像只鱼缸里的鱼，向前冲，到了尽头，转个身，依旧前进。
然后才发觉，原来，我一直在“鱼缸”里徘徊， 无法逃出缸外的世界。

一句“你好吗？”始终说不出口。
从熟悉到陌生，才发现，原来世上的情，似乎没能长久。
我的离去，应该是你喜悦的开始。
那就让我默默地离去，寻找一个属于我的地方。

-晚安-

When books became friend :)

Too many think too lightly of sin, and therefore think lightly of the Saviour. 

He who has stood before his God, convicted and condemned, with the rope about his neck,  is the man to weep for joy when he is pardoned, to hate the evil which has been forgiven him, and to live to the honour of the Reformer by whose blood he has been cleansed.

-Spurgeon-

The hymn of the moment

Psalm 19:8-14

God's precepts are righteous and just,
rejocing the heart and the mind,
and all His commandments are pure,
enlightning the eyes of the blind.

The fear of the Lord is most clean,
for ever unmoved has it stood,
His judgements are perfect and true,
in all things most righteous and good.

Such treasures no gold can supply,
such sweetness no honey afford,
and they who its warnings obey,
shall find an abundant reward.

O who can his errors discern?
from hidden faults, Lord keep me free
let pride never reign in my heart,
and clear of great sin I shall be

I pray that my words and my thoughts,
may all with Your precepts accord,
and ever be pleasing to You,
my Rock, my Redeemer, my Lord

Psalter, 1912

Jer 31:33

The law that once was placed by God
on tablets made of stone
is now engraved on ev'ry heart
whom Christ has called His own.
These words that once condemned for sins
and showed the wrath of God
are now the Christian's great delight,
made precious by the blood.

The Lord is God and He alone
is worthy of our love;
for He has raised us from the pit
to dwell with Him above.
The Lord is jealous of our love;
all idols He abhors,
but those, in spirit and in truth,
who seek Him He adores.

How precious are the names of God
His nature they declare;
but those who use His name in vain,
the wrath of God will bear.
And precious is the Sabbath day,
the gath'ring of the church
who come expectant of their Lord,
His word to know and search.

The Lord has said that we must love
and honour we must give
to fathers, mothers He has giv'n
to teach us how to live.
All murder, theft, adultery,
all coveting and lies;
these sins the Christian must forsake,
lest him God will chastise.

All those who cast aside these words
and spurn them in this day
do show that they are not of God
despite what they may say
for what are these Ten Words but this;
the woll of God revealed?
For unto love to God and man
the saints are saved and sealed.

Kenneth A Puls

不要问， 就。。 真的不要问。。

                                     

(Taken from: http://eiuganda.com/pray/)

告诉自己不准哭， 但泪依然情不止经的流下。。。 在此刻， 我真的好想投入你的怀里， 紧紧的抱着你， 告诉你我爱你。。 真的狠不得现在就出现在你面前， 握着你的双手， 陪伴你走这艰熬的路程。 虽然不能分担你的痛， 但， 只要在你身旁就好。。。 哪怕是那一秒钟， 我也不愿离弃。

上帝啊， 请求你开恩， 赦免我们的罪， 不要遗弃我们。。。

好难学习的功课。。 珍惜眼前人。。。 不要等待， 因为， 一旦错过， 就真的回不去了。。。