Sunday, January 25, 2009

Happy Chinese new year to all!

GONG XI FA CHAI to all!!!!


SO EXCITED!!!! AT LAST!!!!! GRANNY!!!! HERE I COME!!!!!!! ^.^


p/s I am going back Muar.... Hope to come back with tonnes of photos to show all of you! ^.^

Thursday, January 15, 2009

No men can be trusted..

Today is a day where everything goes... "Huh??? Huh?? HUH????"
Yes... Blur~


I just heard "Yes, Shan.. YES, SHAN...", then I go blank... All things took place too fast until I got stone for a short while in front of the computer.. I seriously couldn't believe my ears... Tears filled my eyes but I stop it from flowing. I walked off the room as though nothing happened. I choose to be patient and wait for people to approach me.. I was even more shock when I heard the truth... Only one thing came into my head...


Jeremiah 17:5-10


Thus says the LORD:


“Cursed is the man who trusts in man And makes flesh his strength, Whose heart departs from the LORD. For he shall be like a shrub in the desert, And shall not see when good comes, But shall inhabit the parched places in the wilderness, In a salt land which is not inhabited. “ Blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD, And whose hope is the LORD. For he shall be like a tree planted by the waters, Which spreads out its roots by the river, And will not fear when heat comes; But its leaf will be green, And will not be anxious in the year of drought, Nor will cease from yielding fruit. “ The heart is deceitful above all things, And desperately wicked; Who can know it? I, the LORD, search the heart, I test the mind, Even to give every man according to his ways, According to the fruit of his doings.


Truly man shouldn't be trusted because all are sinners! The heart is indeed the most deceitful things ever! I didn't curse though some asked to do so. I kept myself quiet and the only thing I said to my colleagues regarding this issue is.. The Lord knows all things and I stand before God having no fear knowing that I didn't do what I am not suppose to do. I truly gave up in such issues. I brush it off my shoulder and continue on working. If she wants to continue on, then let it be, I have no objections towards it..


Precious lessons that we all need to learn and be reminded always:-
a) NEVER, I repeat NEVER EVER EVER put trust in men because your end will be a disaster.
b) Do what is right before God and the righteous will stand!
c) The best way to fight the world is always the word of God itself.


Sorry my head is definitely not functioning well, kindly forgive me as I am too tired.
NIGHT!


*DOze OfF*

Monday, January 12, 2009

Sick....


Officially sick..................................................................

*AHHHHHHHHH CHHHOOOooooooooOOOooooOOoooo*

What a great year... I started of my new year by getting sick... CIS.....


Thursday, January 8, 2009

Nokia 5800

My dream... Hehehe... COOL!!!! It's just like an IPhone! Check it out!!!!

Monday, January 5, 2009

断了的线


原来是这种感觉。。。 原来,一路以来这一切都是幻想?读了稿, 仿佛风筝断了线, 我的心情,也随风漂流。原来,心,真的会痛。。 。


何时, 何时啊上帝?何时能再次的在你创造的天下自由自在的放风筝?

Thursday, January 1, 2009

HappY nEW yeaR tO aLL!



The moment I step into this blog, somehow, I felt like a stranger... Looking at the screen I wonder am I the author of this blog. I have been away for quite some time. Away from my place.


I yearn for a moment. Just a moment will do. I yearn for a moment whereby time will just stop and I will not hear any ticking of the clock.


Living on this earth for 20 plus years, somehow I still feel that I am not living as how I ought to live. There are something more important in my life that I should be doing. Something that I missed out all these while... I couldn't be certain myself. In the state of seeking, in the state of asking tonnes of questions to myself.


I went to The Curve yesterday for countdown. Without me realising it, time flies.... Another year just went passed me... Just like that.. Looking at the firework yesterday, I was telling God in my heart, "God, thank you. Without You saving me, I truly cannot see myself standing here underneath Your sky, watching such a beautiful scene. All I hope for this year is just to be by Your side. I hope my faith will not be like the firework. Though it is beautiful in sight but it doesn't last at all. I hope, I hope that You will sustain me, strangthen my faith. I hope that You will not leave me nor forsake me."


Ahhh... A brand new year, a brand new begining. May I continue on this walk with the Lord and glorify His mighty name even as I work. Amen


Lastly, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!! Have a blessed year ahead =)